Its not like me to vent this much but i just need to talk with someone. I have this problem where i like to over think things.. Recently i have gotten in a relationship with someone that goes to my school and ive been kinda iffy about it.
I don't really know. I haven't really told anyone and i talked with my dad and we had this talk about not rushing things and going at my own pace. I understood but i didn't really think about it.
Then today all i had to do was listen to a song to make me change my mind about things..
Did i only get into this relationship because i was tired of being lonely? Do i really like this person? AM I HAPPY?
Ive been asking myself these questions for the last hour.
I dont want to hurt the person by suddenly not wanting to be with them, I most certainly dont want this person to hurt themselves because they think its something they did. This person even said they would probably die if i said no and i dont want to be the cause of something very very wrong... But i also don't wanna hurt myself while im trying to save someone else.
Im just at a crossroads...And im confused. The funny thing about is that its only been 36 hours into this relationship..Im very unstable.. (sorry for the rushed comic..)