I'm in the background

I'm soft and suicidal

I'm pink cotton candy fluff

Tainted with black poison

I want to stab myself to sleep

Having sweet dreams that are red

Covered in my blood

Covered by my bed

I'm round and I'm squishy

Pull my cheeks, you'll see

I'm a sensitive soul

Your harmless jokes hurt me

I'm blessed with ignorance

I don't know how to do

The simple things you do

I love only you

But I hurt

You and me

And I don't know how to see

What you want is more important than me

I have these dreams

They're gory and blue

How I feel for you

How I feel the need for you

I'm gullible and guilty

I'm a contradiction and a hypocrite

I'm the melancholy plucking on the bass

I'm the face you don't remember

I'm the flower on the wall

My body is a cage

A prison filled with rage

And magic isn't real

No one can change the way I feel

Only you can make me feel

I'm soft and suicidal

I'm broken and crazy

My scars are my feelings

My feelings are my eyes

I am the background

I am white noise

I am the one you don't remember

I am the one you don't want remember