I'm quite at school I keep to myself. I learned this from my family. My dad is gone in the military, my mom is always working, and my sister is off in college. When I get home there is nothing and no one to talk too. My family is always away. So I bury my feelings in. I don't let anyone in my life except for myself and my counselor. So people are gone and I can't talk about anything. That's one of the reasons I'm always writing. To say how I feel to escape reality. Because when I write I can make myself the hero. I can make sure I'm destined to do great things. Things of fiction. That's one reason I'm writing this. To tell you what my life is like. (And some fictional things like saying I've had a girlfriend, or at least not yet. SPOILERS) So as I was saying before breaking the forth wall... again, I mostly write because I don't want to live like this. I want people to like me, I want others to listen, I want a better life. Some people, no... most people, don't understand what I'm going through. Like I said I never really talk to others, so I can't be mad at them for something I did. That's just not right. And because I've been hiding how I feel, I have to go all alien style beating myself from the inside out. I've been emotionally unstable because of it. Low self esteem issues plus cruddy home life, that equals a mess. 

"I stress about stress before there's even stress to stress about.Then I stress about stressing over stress that doesn't need to be stressed about. It's stressful." -anonymous