John's point of view

I left for work early, well, that is what i told Nick, my lover. I left to do something i wanted to do for such a long time, Something bad. See, when i left, I went to nick's appartment, i got another call from Mary, screaming at me like usual...."john..." she started calmly "DO NOT dare to get close to MY husband!" She yelled, I didnt say a word to her, i never did.

I Didn't really want to do it, buuuut I had enough of her, She had found out about our childhood Affair a day or so ago, and was hounding me with phone calls, asking rude questions, threatening me and making nicks life a misery. She HAD to go one way or another!

Nick loved me since he was 15, and i loved him since i was 17, I can't leave nick, not now and not for her, not since his dad killed himself last month with drug over dose, I also can't change what has been done. I won't tell anyone, I know Nick's heart will be broken if i had to go and I wont be able to forgive myself for hurting him that way, Maybe someday.