You finally found your balls and asked her out huh?
I’m nervous though man
Don’t worry as long as you don’t propose to her then you’ll be fine
I read his text and sigh, thinking what our marriage would be like; I shake my head and think about the present
I sigh and take out my file which has the day’s plan for Catherine and see that she doesn’t have anything planned after 7 so we can go then
I won’t propose btw how are you doing?
I’m doing fine, work is fine and there is this new hot girl called Mary, she might come over tonight
Okay
This guy, I hope he find his soulmate sooner rather than later, he is a good guy and he does care about people close to him.
I'm sure when he finds someone to love he'll care for them too
I look to my right at Jenna's desk and see that she has a picture of her and Catherine, they look young. They must have taken it when they were in college.
Jenna's wearing a purple skirt and a yellow shirt and her hair is in a ponytail. Catherine is wearing black skinny jeans and a gray shirt and her hair looks good. She is wearing glasses. She looks so cute in glasses!
I hear Catherine and Jenna walking towards me and I turn back to my seat and I feel my cheeks heat up.
I hope they didn't see me look at the photo, they might think I'm a creep
Catherine goes into her office and Jenna sits at her desk and starts typing into her laptop. I think maybe I should start working too
When it becomes 7pm I and Jenna knock on Cat's door and walk in, Jenna sits on her sofa and I continues to stand. Cat holds up her finger and says "one moment"
she finishes thing she was writing and looks up at me.
I feel my cheeks heating up again just by seeing how beautiful she is.
We all walk out of and Cat waves goodbye to Jenna and turns to me and asks "so where are we going for dinner?" I look at her.
I get shy in telling her, and say "w-we can go to the r-restaurant we went to when I first c-came here"
She smiles and we walk to the restaurants.
We get a nice seat inside near the window and Cat looks out the window.
She watches the people walk by while I order some food for us
'I better not mess this up' I think and wait for my change 'poor me' I wait and then look at our table.
I see Cat looking out and thinking about something. How can she be so beautiful?
After ordering I walk to the table and sit across from her. She rests her chin on her hands and her elbows on the table; I rest his hands on my lap.
I look at her and then look back down since I don't want her to see how nervous I am.
It's silent, kind of awkward but if I talk then I might say something stupid and mess this up.
She asks "so are you liking the office?"
I look up at her and say "ya I like the office, especially the people there"
She smiles and we chat for some more time about the office
"I got to know, what makes you a cynical?" I finally ask. We had gotten our food and drinks.
"well I guess it's the fact that I don't believe in true love and fairy tale crap like that?" she says and I stare at her
"look love is pathetic and it's just a word for 'let's hang out with each other until one of us dies' plus its boring"
she explains and I watch her.
She continues to say "love gets you hurt and it's a huge waste of time and money"
"What about sex?" I ask and I realize that I didn't think before speaking and I feel my cheeks heat up.
"Sex and love are two different things" she says and I smile.
This is fun, and say "please enlighten me" she smiles
"Sex is lust, pleasure, greed and physical. Love is emotional, selfless, feeling and other bullshit.
A person would spend a lot of money on love but they wouldn't spend the same amount on sex."
I stare at her, my eyes wide and I feel the sides of my lips move up. I want to tell her how I feel and ask her out but I know she would reject me, but don't know till you try it
We chat for some more time and when we are down with our food and drinks we head to the parking lot where our cars are parked
"um I guess I'll see you tomorrow" I say while holding the back of my neck, Today was a good day but tiring as well.
she nods and begins to walk, I can't just let her leave, without thinking I pull her in for a hug.
"oh sorry I j-just w-well u-umm I" I say and think that she is going to kill me.
she smiles and moves back but her arms are still on my waist "don't worry, you're overwhelmed. Don't worry about it" she says
She lets go of my waist and walks to her car
I look down at my hands 'what the fuck is wrong with me? She must think I'm some pervert, like all those horrible guys on the news! What is wrong with me?'
"See you tomorrow!" I hear Cat scream and I look up at her and see her
I love her.
Not just because of how beautiful she is but also because she doesn't mind me. Most girls hate guys who are clingy and cheesy, but she doesn't mind.
But she's the moon and I'm the sun, we complete each other but we can't be together
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