sadistic character,

inward aimed masochism,

let me in,

humiliate me again,

embalming fluid poured

down the throat of infatuated clerics,

let me in,

let me be the pain,

the anguish and torment

that knows you,

that loves you,

that will forever sleep with you,

that will say NO.

hold me,

i am all you can be.

cast me,

push me to the smallest circle,

forget about me.

the storm is coming,

forget that you are,

we already know the ending,

it's all that you want,

all you could ever be.