Prologue

There’s about 7,5 billion people living on earth right now. Each of these persons are an individual in their own world. When you’re in your own world, you would call that your own real world. Now when you say “the real world”, what do you actually mean by that? They say that environment affects how people will get raised, and how their lives will get affected as they’ve become adults. Sure i think that’s true, and all, but what about how your mind affects environment. Put it this way; You get born. As your parents minds' affects you, in what they see as the best decisions, you’ll be affected of the movement happening all around in environment, as you’re getting raised. Now what makes this “environment”? That would be the minds of other individuals around you. Now you’re getting raised over time, as you’re developing an identity, and thoughts. Slowly you get to be able to spot, or “see” “environment” instead of just being aware of it’s existence. Now you’re thoughts are your own, you say? But if the base of your mind is the mind of your parents and environment, then you could call it a bunch of feelings collected from others, mashed together in one mind. So if you have that in mind, can you truly call your own thoughts your own?

Back to the first part about how i think, things are held together in the individual. Everybody gets unique experiences from birth to death. How you look on your experiences, is decided through your mind, which is forged by society or “environment”. Environment is the minds of others playing together in society, as a unit. at one point you’ll become a part of environment, and start thinking as an individual. With the feelings, thoughts and meaning of environment, mashed up in your head, you’re able to see things in another way. The moment you start looking at both yourself, others and environments mind objectively, you’ll then be in your world. “The real world” if you may. At least that’s how i see it. But everybody sees things in their own way since their mind, is so unique. And yes i know people are gonna be like, "Oh well i already knew all that shit!.." Well yeah. O.K. fuck you.

Anyways, where do i wanna go with all this environment and real world talk? Well you’ve probably noticed how stories revolves around one or two persons, living a life that’s really just unreal for pretty much any individual to live. Of course there are people in the 7,5 billion who lives unreal lives, and that number i would bet my i don’t know what on, that it’s more than alot of millions. So yea, the talk about ones mind as an individual was all to get in on this one topic. The Main Person, or Character if you will. I think that everybody living as an individual, has the desire to be the main person in their real world. This world they’re living in is something so unreal that you at your core, think that only you can understand. Even though you know, or think that people around you probably are having a time fucking 100 millions times worse, or better than you, you still believe that you’re that one person. The main character. The savior. That on special person, from the stories you’re being told through you whole life. In many ways you are that person. But what happens if you’re that person, but you’re nothing compared to your ideal of that person. That’s what this story is gonna be about. An individual living as the main character in his own real world, as he discovers more and more about his thoughts and worlds. His own magical world. His own oh so-boring world.