Everything was dark but i heard sounds coming from somewhere. The sounds got closer and closer with every second and then they suddenly stopped. The room i was in got brighter. It was my old room from the time when i lived with my parents. Then the door opened and my father was standing and staring at me while holding a baseball bat. At that moment i got so scared. Not again, not this pain, please stop this. Why do i hate to get beaten up every time when my father has a shitty day. Why does he hate me?

" Dad.. please.. don't hurt me.. ."

" You son of a bitch, who the fuck to you think you are! "

I started crying. My body was shaking of fear. At this moment my mind was just thinking "why am i here", "why again", " please stop".

" I'm sorry dad! "

" You are not my son, you gay bastard. "

" I beg you father, please don't hurt me.  "

" I TOLD YOU, I'M NOT YOUR FATHER. "

He swung the baseball bat at me, beating me and leaving bruises and wounds on my stomach and face. His eyes looked like they were glowing with happiness and joy. After a while.. he stopped.

" Look at you now, you gay bastard.. my wife and i don't love you. "

You and your wife.. you mean, you and mom? Oh right, they don't love me as who i am, so they won't accept me as there son.. but why! Why am i like this? I didn't choose to be gay. Why does my sexuality have to ruin my life...

" Are you listening to me you rat? "

" I said GET OUT OF MY HOUSE! "

I just looked at him.. i couldn't move. My body was in pain.

" I SAID GET OUT. "

He hit me in the head and i passed out...

When i woke up, i was at this apartment. Along with all of my stuff.. Nobody loved me at home anyway, no one ever loved me.

I woke up from the nightmare with a fever.. my eyes were tearing up and i felt like i was going to die.

" Not this nightmare again.. "

I looked at the time and it was only 3 am, so i tried to fall asleep again forgetting to take any medicine...

The stranger who was in my bed was mumbling, that was the last thing i heard before i fell into deep sleep.