This morning I woke up to a loud bang. I jumped up and slammed my back against the wall as I looked up at Tearin who looked at me when he heard the ring of my back hitting the wall. "Good your up. Help me put this together," He said. I stared at him. "What is that..?" I looked over the box that was heavy enough to leave Tearin sweating. "It's a desk." He said in a serious tone that sent shivers down my spine. "It'll give you somewhere to write since you love that journal so much right now." I looked up at him before I hesitantly got off the bed. Tearin moved over to me and put his hand around my waist before he leaned down and whispered in his ear. "If you be a good little boy then I'll let you have your guitar back next week. And maybe even a mirror." The breath that came from his words left a moist feeling in my ear. That shiver found its way to sliver up my spine again. I quickly pulled away. "I'll be good." I said hugging myself uncomfortably. arguing with him that I didn't like being called male only got me hit so i decided. I went over to the box "so what do-" he cut me off with a grab and a yank of my wrist. He forced me to turn and face him. I stared at his chest. he used his hands that weren't working on the blue and black paintings on my wrist to lift my head. "Then don't pull away if you plan to be good." He said lifting his hand away from my face. I flinched, closed my eyes, and tilted my head down prepared to be hit again, but I was surprised when his grip on my wrist loosened and he used his other arm to pull me close. He placed a kiss on my head. "I'm sorry I scared you.. I'll let you eat with me and meet my parents if your really good while we build this desk. Just stay quiet and listen to me." Each word sounded disgustingly sweet and made me want to misbehave just so I can avoid the the awkward dinner. Nothing came out of my mouth. I would rather have a awkward dinner than not eat at all.

We began to build the desk.

I managed to get the desk built with him with out a single word but "ok" and "yeah" escaping my lips. Once it was set up he went to grab a chair. I stood and waited. What was he thinking? It made no sense how you could hurt a person one second then act like you'd love them and protect them from all harm. I jumped when the door swung open and gently shut behind him with a click. He set the wheely chair down and placed his hands on the back of it. "Sit." He said giving me the smile that reminded me of when we first met. I stared at him. His smile then turned into an angry stare. "I said sit." "I don't want to.." I mumbled quietly taking a step back. For some reason every part of me told me not to sit in that chair. "Excuse me? You've been so good all day... maybe I have been spoiling you too much.." he muttered to himself in insane rambles. He then rolled the chair to the side with a great force. It rolled and then hit a bump and fell to the floor. I took a quick steps back until I hit the wall as Tearin came barreling towards me. "Maybe I should really punish you."