Today is Saint Patrick's day. I don't have many friends in this school but it isn't that far from my old one. I was invited to a party from the friends El and I had. They all told me that I didn't need to come if I wasn't ready. But I feel like El would tell me to go even if they were here. Not to feel bad because they didn't want to go anyway.

I'm gonna go even if it's not as fun as it use to be.