Bliss.

Absolute Bliss.

That was what I was feeling right now. The kind of feeling where butterflies fluttered in your stomach and your heart painfully smashing against your ribcage. Although it hurts and feels funny, me kissing the boy in front me was totally worth it. I gripped the front of his shirt pulling him closer, deepening the kiss and enjoying the sensation of his soft lips on mine.

I whimpered when he pulled away from me panting heavily in a sexy way that made his his muscles tighten then relax when he exhales. "I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that," my hand slowly touched my lips. My heart was still banging against my ribcage. "What do you mean? You didn't like it?" he pulled me in a hug. "Are you freaking kidding me? That kiss was amazing but I don't think answering your question like that was a good idea. I care a lot about you Ari. I always have," he buried his face into my neck.

"Its just I don't think its the right time for us to start a realtionship ,"

"But,"

"No buts Ari. I mean anytime you want to kiss me you can but we're not together yet okay?" his voice made it clear that there was no room for any arguments. Not like I would win anyway. I slowly nodded my head but even though I'm confused I trust Aaron. "Good and I'm sorry. I promise I'll make it up to you when we officailly start dating." I smiled and hugged him tighter.

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"Honey when will your friend come again?" I shut my laptop got up from the couch and started to walk up the stairs. "Even if he comes he's not coming to see you, mother,"

On my way up my father walked past me fixing his blue and white striped tie, "that boy is nothing but trouble and don't think I didn't notice that Blake was trembling the moment that boy said his name." I mentally rolled my eyes. "Oh honey that makes him sound even more interesting and he's sooo handsome. I should probably recruit him to be a model too"

I turned around to see my mother with a goofy grin on her gorgeous face as if she just met the love of her life. My father stood at the base of stairs with an expression that had jealously written all over it. "Sweetheart don't get so involved with him. Blake is going to be our son-in law soon so focused on him. Ari is basically engaged so he's not important."

Her smiled dropped, "oh yeah but he's not as handsome as Aaron and did you see his muscles?" Can you believe  she started to fan herself? I deliberately stomped up the stairs and slammed my bedroom door behind me. She can lust after him all she want I'm still his top priority and soon to be girlfirend. I said kicking off my shoes before diving into bed.