~~~just saw heaps of errors will fix in morning, wrote this half asleep~~

Nagito gently picked up Junko enoshima bridal style across the hall to the guest bedroom. The guest bedroom had light blue walls, a walk in closet with a wooden vintage style door, fluffy white carpet, a dresser with a single white plain lamp sitting on it and a single bed with a single plushy on it. Nagito placed her gently into the soft fluffy bed and put the dooner over her up to her face. He smiled gently and took one last gaze at her face. He couldn't quite understand what he was feeling today. These weird emotions overflowing in his chest hurt. This weird tingling sensation of hope in his eyes. '' You really drive me crazy Junko.'' He said softly before sneaking a quick gently kiss onto her forehead. As he was about to leave her be to sleep he just noticed the single plushy at the end of the bed. The plushy was a cute custom made Junko Enoshima with a tiny crown on its head. He quickly grabbed it with him as he finally left the guest room. Nagito then went into his room closed the door and went to bed. 

The next day...

The morning entered the guest bedrooms window and shined into 
Junko's eyelids. She yawned and stretched. She finally opened her eyes and in a blurry haze gathered her new surrundings. '' Where am I? '' She said lightly.

The next room over Nagito woke up hearing Junko speaking. He got up and went to the guest bedroom to where Junko was. She looked at him as her vision started to clear and her memorys of yesterday, her earliest memorys of herself. Yet she remebered all the basic's except people, her family and herself including her despair inducing past.

'' Morning Junko Enoshima~Did you sleep we'll~I hope the bed was to your liking~'' Said Nagito as he sat down next to her. She turned to face him also sitting on the bed. Since she has amnesia and lost all her past self her personaility changed to that of an innocent caring girl? This was unlike her. It felt wrong to her to feel this and not try to kill him. Why did she have this urge to kill? '' I slept we'll thank you?!?! Why do I feel like I hate you?'' she replied to Nagito's question in a confused tone.

Nagito sighed and looked at her grasping her hand gently as he said softly '' That's probaly because back in the worst ever most tradgic despair event you we're the villin and..'' He tells her the long story of her past.

Junko's eyes wonder and she looks at her hands. '' These hands killed and caused that much despair? How could I ever do that! That's so cruel! Yet I want to hurt people more! I want to kill you? I don't...''

Suddenly a spiral of past self took over...Her hands moved on their own towards Nagito's neck. They gripped around his throat with little hesitation. Nagito saw that cruel twisted look in his eyes of despair. But he gave in after all one of their past. He thinks himself as trash and if she wished to choke trash who would care right? Nagito started coughing his hands stayed by his sides. He did not hesitate. Her grip finally released his neck. Leaving hand marks. Nagito dropped to the floor coughing more. '' Yeah. Who doesn't want to kill me right? What right do I have to live....'' He said as he coughed more.

''Why..What was I..Nagito are you ok! I'm so sorry I don't know why I...'' Junko said as she rushed to his side. She lifted him up and leaned him against her to support him. A few minutes later he could breathe proppely and was back to himself. '' I'm so sorr....'' Junko said as Nagito suddenly pushed her down and silenced her with a out of nowhere kiss. Junko was drawn into his lips but pushed away a few secounds later. She then slapped him. He just sat there netural, saying nothing untill a minute later. Nagito finally broke the silence and said '' Sorry Junko I couldn't help..'' But this time he was silenced by her kissing him.

Junko's pov:

I want to kill him. I want to kiss him. I want to hurt him. I want to love him.

What is this hope and despair? I don't understand. Why could I do those things. There I go kissing him. He feels warm. This feels nice. These emotions, Have I felt this before? It feels different then this etched despair in my heart?

normal pov:

As they parted from their kiss Nagito openned his eyes. Nagito's face had a confused look. He was silenced and slapped and pushed away from this girl. Nagito hates and loves her. It feels so weird to him. He doesn't know what to do. A minute later He breaks the silence and says '' Would you like some break fast Junko?''. He can't speak of what just happened. These emotions spiral,twist and turn. Why does she make him so crazy?