I hate the way I look, I’m not pretty but I’m not ugly. I’m too normal looking, light freckles, brown pale skin, long dark hair, and brown eyes. Everyone says i’m a nice person, I have a great personality, but no one seems to stay with me. I hate my skin, so bumpy and hairy looking, why do I have to have light skin and dark hair? Why doesn't anyone want to be with me, why doesn't anyone love me? Maybe if I take my skin away, then they’ll see how pretty I am on the inside, then someone will love me. My nails are a bit short but I’m breaking skin, I’m starting to bleed. Soon I’ll be pretty, just need to keep peeling the skin away. Need to get rid of all the imperfections. So much blood, I feel light headed. Look how smooth and pretty my skin is. No hair, no freckles, no imperfections.