I get in the shower and let the cold water run down my face. This is supposed to help with the hangover. I don't think the water is cold enough, but I also want to enjoy the shower, so I just leave it a little colder than usual.

I start analyzing this morning. First, why was I at his house? I don't think anything happened, since he forgot I was even there. He made me breakfast, does that mean anything? Probably he was just being nice. But he insisted I stayed to have breakfast, and it's not like he just offered me breakfast, he made me breakfast. But that was because I was hangover. But he lend me his clothes. But that was because mine smelled like puke. But why did he tease me with his clothes? He just had to give them to me, he didn’t need to remind me those were his clothes. Why does he tease me? Probably because he finds it funny. Wait, what did he meant when he said "not again"?

Knowing I smelled like puke and that he said that, I probably puked all over myself yesterday. What if I he saw it? Or worse, what if I puked all over him too? What happened yesterday? I have only very vague memories, and they feel more like I dreamed them than I actually lived them. I clearly remember ten shots of vodka, but after that it's all blurry. I remember a couple singing in the karaoke, I think they were singing Creep? What a weird choice for a couple to sing...

Next thing I remember he grabbed me by the wrist and took me outside. Did he confess and that's why I was sleeping at his house? But he has a girlfriend, would I be okay with him confessing to me while having a girlfriend? No, that would be a jerk thing to do. That probably didn't even happen anyways, he would never like me. Should I call him and ask him what happened yesterday? Is it okay to call him? He will probably think that I'm just looking for an excuse to talk to him. I can't do that.

All this thinking is making my head hurt more. I probably should stop overthinking and try to distract myself. I finish the shower and grab a towel.