I didn't realize that I din't fit in for a long time and when I did, what would a little girl's mind do at that time, she would wanna cry. I sat down on the playground where every little kid started to laugh and play in their own group while I was inside this small tunnel crying.

That was my first encounter with Lucas. When he walked into the tunnel and sat next to me, I felt safe, his smile was warm, If he didn't exist I don't think I would be sitting here looking back to the memories of my elementary school years. He looked at me and said "You know, my mommy said that if you sit alone and cry and  don't have fun then you'll grow up to be grumpy and mean"( His exact words). When I look back to that now, I laugh. He was such a good kid I still remember him coming over to me everyday after that day at recess just to play with me. We'd become best friends. We were known and Lo and Lu. 

First grade went even better for me with Lulu. We'd walk home together, hand in hand, smiling. As a kid I didn't know what love was, but I realize now that I cared so much for that guy. We were best-friends and will always be, is I thought, but that didn't seem to last long. One day when me and Lucas were having lunch together, Jade slipped right in front of our table and lulu went to help her. I stood there watching them, she pulled him and laughed and I knew that it was all a plan for that girl to take him to play. To play with her that is. That went on for a long time. She'd come everyday to call him. And so he went.