The only thing you thought you needed was love. You was so up in it that you didn´t see what was going on around you. When you felt those happy dream moments everything around you fell crashing down. But you didn´t see it. You didn´t see the destruction you created with your actions. But now that you opened your eyes to reality you can see it? You can see it clearly now, right?

The friends that helped you through everything, but you stopped caring about them. They have their own life, i´m only going to drag them down you said. But the only thing you thought was that they were in your way. In the way of the thing that was going to destroy everything but also giving you the chance to smile.

I know how it feels when everything turns. When you need to take that one step over the edge, even if you know that it´s going to hurt. Just the thought, scares you. You will hide, you will cry and it will hurt. But that´s life, that´s how we are able to keep going. That´s how next time we are able to climb that higher mountain. We fall down and then we get up again just so we can get a little higher just so we can fall down again.