A week. That's was how long it had been since I started to avoid Abebrem. I had actually started to avoid him when I woke up the next morning and I had that "glow".

I hoped it was me jut seeing things but it wasn't when Nick and Raleigh both saw it. An commented on it.

I wanted to bang my head on the wall furiously. How could I have been so idiotic that night not to think about what would happen if this happened. I had no one to talk to to get this off my chest.

What was I going to do now....

There was no way I could deal with two small babies. If I was able to carry the whole six months that would put zee a little over a year, and yearlings were crazy.

One way or another I would have to Abebrem about this.

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I sat the table and ate my breakfast, I was chewing a chunk of salmon when my front door was practically torn off.

Figures I'd choke.

Abebrem rushed over and I tried to rush away coughing the whole time. He grabbed my arm and looked me up and down. He would see the glow no doubt in that.

" So why am I being avoided? "

"Uh... haha... I wasn't avoiding you per-say."

He got closer and sniffed me.

" So this doesn't have anything to do with you glowing and smelling different? Because if I had to guess I would say I got you --------"

"Speak that word and i will rip out your tounge wolf."

"So your not going to say any different, so then you did catch."

"Don't say it like that, can't you see I'm having issues with this already."

"We can go to the pack doctor if knowing a hundred percent would help you feel better."

"Right now, I don't want to talk anymore about it. How am I to rasie two small babies on my own."

"With my help, you wouldn't have to rasie them alone."

"You, You'll be far to busy running your pack. And I wouldn't force my cubs on you. Zee's not even yours------"

"Whatever." Abebrem turned and left but not before slamming my door making the whole house shake.

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Whatever I had said the offended the alpha really offended him because he removed my guards and all but forbid the beta from coming here.

I really couldn't see what got him so angry.

Maybe it was the part were you said zee wasn't his.... My tiger said softly.

It was rare for my tiger to speak. But I did say that didn't I..

No wonder he was so pissed off at me. He was trying to play father for my cub and i threw it in his face that he wasn't my cubs father.

"You fucking idiot." I yelled as I punched the wall. An boy didn't that hurt.

I cursed when I realised i couldn't move my fingers. That however didn't stop me from throwing stuff in anger. I picked up my phone and called the beta.

He picked up immediately.

"Come get Zee it's too dangerous for him to be here."

I knew I wouldn't hurt my cub, but if I accidentally hurt him, I would never forgive myself. I stopped throwing stuff long enough to grab a few pumped bottles and clothing & other stuff for him.

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The beta was quick. He didn't ask questions. He took Zee and his stuff and left.

I was disgusted with myself.

A Tigers rage knows no bounds. My emotions were everywhere. I grabbed plates and cup, other dishes and threw them to the floor.

When I was done I sat on the floor and looked at the damage I had done. Glass and broken objects were thrown all around the floor.

My TV laid on the floor by the door. I had practically ripped it in half after I tore it off the wall.

After I cried for awhile, I limped towards the couch and brushed the glass and wood chunks into the floor.

I cried myself to sleep.

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"CELEO, WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED IN HERE."

Abebrem's yelling voice woke me up and I looked around confused until all the pain and memories of last night came flooding back into my body.

The beta stood behind him with Zee in his arms, Zee's face was stained with tears and that's when I noticed the bags under the Alphas eyes.

" You took care of my cub..... thank you." I said softly.

I got off the couch and flinched when pain shot up my leg. My hand was definitely broken. It was an angry purple and black color.

Abebrem didn't move from the doorway, but his words made me frigid.

"By goddess of you hurt my pups I'll make sure you never have any more cubs."

Abebrem turned and left but not before he grabbed Zee from the beta and took him too.

The beta didn't leave, he stayed.

He helped me clean up the mess and he called the pack doctor to come look at my foot and hand.

She reset my hand and told me I hand only sprained my foot. After she left I expected the beta to leave but he didn't.

He and I sat up all night and went threw store flyers to find things to replace my broken ones. He placed the order and would pick the up in a few days.

" Celeo, I didn't know.... he was going to take zee I swear...."

" I was a danger to my cub, he did the alpha thing."

" It's still not right, what he said. It was wrong in every way. "

When the sun came up the beta left. He told me to get some sleep but I couldn't, sleep was the last thing on my brain.