I peer over to the other balconies and to the shoulder of mine, I'd seen I was no longer alone. The teacher gawks out into the distance and reaches up at the stars. He tries to grab them but gives up. He instead lifts the wine bottle in his other hand to his mouth. He espouses a genuine smile filled with awe and curiosity. I duck down under the railing so I could remain hidden under the moonlight. I kept my look at him wondering what he'd do.
Chasidy, the bitch I saw Fitz talking to earlier walks out to the balcony and locks her arms around him. Fitzgerald gently strokes her scrawny arms. He repositions himself to face her and raises her head to match his. He gives her a peck. It wasn't until after that kiss when tears run down his cheek. I focus on them,
[Eavesdrop]
Chasidy brushes Fitzgerald's head, "It happened," I stroke my chin because this sounds like some spicy drama... Under the railing I peek and wondered what's happened.
"I knew even before... I was so close to just taking you-" Fitz bubbles and caresses her, "I don't know if I can do it. I'm a monster... I'm trash... I'm weak."
Chasidy brings a hand up to his lips, "Shh-I wouldn't go even if you forced me," She simpers. I have no clue what the hell these people are talking about. "Come back inside and sleep, I'm going to return to my room. I'll see you in the morning, daddy." Eww. She takes his hand and leads him back into the room.
I emerge over the balcony and return my linger on the scrimmaging heavenly bodies above. Such a magnanimous affair that must have ensued millions of years ago, before I or anyone else came to be at this time, at this place. What a weird world I find myself in... Was there some function or scope behind it that intended its collision? I'm pretty sure no, there never is or can be, I shouldn't look too much into it.
HYAYAYA!
Jesus Fucking Christ. A sharp hyena howl blares into the night sky. I knew right away who's laughter it is without second guessing. I don't even need eavesdrop to hear this bolstering giggle, "Lucius, I know it's you being a goddamn hyena, stop that shit!" I holler. The laughter dies immediately and returns to silence.
I trudge back into my bedroom and lie on the bed. I felt a nice nap was needed after everything that happened today. I toss around, thinking, of course, 'Did I make the right decision? How were my mom and dad...? What about my brother and sister...?' I doze off thinking about such things. Will I be able to go home...? Back to those assholes? Maybe... but they were my assholes.
don don don
A light knock embraces my door. I shoot straight off the bed and wonder if it was one of the stooges inviting me to join them in their rooms or something. Maybe they'd changed their minds and wanted me to join their group after all, but this time officially. A little rush of adrenaline hits me and I run toward the door, out of breath by the time I got there. I open the door to an empty hallway.
I bore into the hallway and nothing, no signs of anyone having been there. Maybe my classmates were playing a practical joke on me... I guess no one wanted to associate themselves with me. A heavy sigh flees from me as I sit at the study desk and hold my face in my hands. Tears pour down my face, "I don't want to be alone..."
THUMP!
Everything goes black.
After I wake my head pangs with sharp pains. I was still at the table where I went unconscious. My jacket has a slight tear in it like the cloth had been torn or cut off. What the hell happened? I look out toward the balcony and the moon still shined bright, just before dawn.
DON DON DON!
There'd been a loud knocking at my door, "Go away! I'm trying to masterbate!" I shout.
DON DON DON!
Again, with their damn knocking, "Didn't I tell you to leave me alone. Training can't start this early!"
"Open up or we'll break down this door," States a voice from the other side.
"Jeez, alright, alright, I'm coming but not in the way I'd like to," I strut toward the door and open it rubbing my eyes.
The guards notice the tear in my getup and hoiste their weapons on me, again, "Indie Baal-Peor, you're under arrest for the murder of Jayce Fitzgerald," Lolwat.
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