Y/N POV :

today was the saddest day of my life i had been struggling with several very serious heath issues since i was born but yesterday i collapsed and they brought me into hospital apparently my condition has worsened by alot i laid in a hospital bed with the knollage i have at most 48 hours before my body painfully shuts down and i will die..and there is nothing i can do about it i was sad but more than anything angry that the doctors had confined me to this bed for the last hours of my life i want to go out and see the world again, i want to lie in my own comfy bed again with my boyfriend there to hold me tightly but hes not even allowed in here with me if im gonna die then god dammit im gonna die on my own terms staring my creator in the face and swearing at him so i sat up from my bed and pulled the cords from my body and getting out of my bed and before anyone even notices i was gone i ran for it running for the door and out the block i was in running fast down long corridors and past beds and people till i stopped to breath “y/n ? what on earth are you doing?” i hear thomas ask behind me

“if im doomed im gonna have some fun” i laugh grabbing his hand and dragging him with me

“y/n no this is serious..this is dangerous” he says making me stop

“thomas please this is what i want i dont want to be trapped in some tiny little room for the rest of my life i wanan go out there and spend my last day on earth with you” i say and he looks upset with me

“okay…the things i bloody do for you” he sighs looking very very sad

“thomas is you start crying again i will punch you in the dick and run away” i laugh before running and he runs after me and we left the hospital but i kept running

“love where are we going?” he asks

“i have no idea” i laugh running backwards he then speeds up and grabs me lifting me up making me scream “NO PUT ME DOWN!” i scream laughing all the way

“love slow down your gonna get hurt” he says putting me back down on the ground

“you sound just like a doctor” i sigh

“but seriously where are we going?” he asks

“McDonalds” i smile

“fine” he sighs dragging me off to his bike and we went off to McDonalds i sat in a little booth while he got me food he comes back with what i asked for two share boxes i love chicken nuggets and screw the consequences “you shouldn’t eat this much junk food y/n” he says sitting with me

“who cares im dieing” i say stuffing my face with nuggets

“y/n…dont say things like that,its bad enough knowing it gonna happen to the person i love most in this world….i would rather you stop bringing it up like its just a little thing, the whole who cares im dieing or what does it matter i might be dead in an hour, you have no idea how horrible that is” he explains to me

“I know, im sorry, im just… im mad about it happening and i honest would like to punch god in the face for making it happen..but i am coming back as a ghost” i say making him laugh at me

“well what are you gonna do? when your a ghost i mean?” he asks

“im gonna haunt people..that looks fun” i laugh

“fine..as long as you dont do a ghost busters to me” he says

“a what?” i ask

“you know what i mean turning invisible and sucking me off” he says

“owww..please” i beg

“urgh fine just not when im working or doing something important like at a funeral or a meeting” he says so i agree as i continue to eat food till i was done and we went off “where now?” he asks

“i will drive” i giggle sitting on his bike so he shrugs and lets me drive i went to the only place i could think off the park we had our first kiss i parked up and wondered to a bench looking over the lake and town till thomas puts his arm around me and let my head rest on his shoulder

“Im gonna miss you” he says

“I know, im gonna miss you too” i smile kissing his cheek “theres so much i want to do but i just dont have the time” i sigh

“like what?” he asks

“like go dancing again, have another movie marathon with you, go the beach eat ice cream” i say

“well we can do all those love we just have to hurry up” he says getting up and pulling me up with him and pulling me closely into him and we move around he held me tightly as we swayed lightly and i couldnt help but giggle at him we were like that for a little while till he drags me back to his bike and we quickly drove of i dont know where he’s taking me eventually i just fell asleep on his shoulder …i woke up with him frantically shaking me “y/n y/n Y/N!”

“what what do you want?” i ask

“oh thank god.. i thought you where gone” he says sounding so worried he looked like he was almost crying

“oh relax thomas, where are we?” i ask

“hunstanton” he answers

“what?” i ask getting up and i can see the sea and the beach “you actually drove me to the beach?” i ask

“you wanted to go to the beach and eat ice cream…so behold ..beach” he says

“i love you”i smile hugging him tightly

“i love you too” he says giving me a kiss before we went down and sat on the beach messing around and kissing it was sunny luckily but windy but this is England what did i expect after a while we just sat eating ice cream and looking at the sea eventually it got very very cold so we deiced to drive home and i once again feel asleep on his shoulder on the way home but as soon as we got home he didnt wake me up even if i was half sleep at this point he just lifted me up and laided me on the sofa letting me have the whole sofa and he sat on the floor getting a pillow and resting his head on me “hey” i smile

“hey” he says back grabbing my hand and kissing it lightly i then giggled grabbing the Xbox controller and going on Netflixs and starting a lord of the rings marathon we sat with snacks and watched it all the way though making jokes and messing around his head on my leg as he sat on the floor i lightly stroked his hair with my hand and he kept giving my other hand little kisses till it was over and it was very late so he got up and carried me to our bed gently laying me down on my side of the bed i quickly changed into my nightie and he got into his under wear and crawled into bed with me “did you enjoy today?” he asks me playing with my hair

“the best day of my life” i smile

“good” he smiles kissing me “because this, that feeling you have the burning happiness , the UN breakable smile, the thought that if you shut your eyes for a single second you’ll lose it forever, thats how you make me feel everyday y/n” he says

“aww tommy” i smile kissing him “i love you” i smile hugging him tightly

“i love you too, more than anything, i wish this didnt have to happen, i wanted to spend the rest of my life with you” he says starting to cry

“i will still be around trust me and if you get a new girlfriend i will haunt her so much” i say making him laugh

“i know” he says before he yawns

“go to sleep tommy i promise will be here when you wake up” i say

“okay” he yawns “goodnight” he says getting comfy in bed

“goodnight tommy…i love you”i smile

“I love you too” he yawns just drifting off to sleep he makes a kissy face at me so i giggle and kiss him before i lay and also go to sleep at about 3am i woke up for no real reason i poped to the bathroom and looked in the mirror my skin was even paler then normal and my hands where struggling to stay still i took my med’s bottle from the bathroom cabinet and took a lot more then i was supost to before going back to bed and kissing thomas head “thank you tommy, for making my last day on earth the best day of my life” i say before i turned away and went to sleep……..

THOMAS’ POV :

i woke up to my alarm so i hit it to shut it up and i wrapped my arms around y/n tightly “good morning my love” i tell her but she felt cold deadly cold i got out of bed and walked over to her side and she was gone no pulse no breathing she had pasted away in her sleep but she had a little smile on her face she was gone but she was happy i gave her one more kiss before ringing up the hospital to explain whats happened i sat in the living room crying my eyes out once they took her away the realism hitting me thats shes gone after a few days of just sitting alone had past i went up to the roof and looked up at the stars…