sore thought my flat the ghosts of a much happier time all a little memory that makes me smile

’“Tommy but me down” I scream as he lifted me up and walked though the door of a empty flat “no never” he laughs givong my neck tiny kisses as we messed around’

‘I sat on the sofa so bubbly and excited skyping my parents showing off my engagement ring’

'I stood passing around looking for my pills but not finding them anywhere but shugging it of as it was only once it would be okay at that moment thomas appeared in his boxers at our bedroom door summoning me back to bed’ so many other little ghosts just living there lives and then the one that broke my heart 'I sat on the sofa with little rhea she was ok doctors managed to save her so we sat feeding her with her little bottle and the tinny teddy till the people from work came though our door and zeus ripped her away from us saying it was for her own good and that he would give her back soon’ that was almost 17 years ago and neither of us have seen or heard anything from or off rhea our little girl its been so long so much her face is no longer clear to me the memory is covered in dust and fog almost like im forgetting her face