Y/N POV:

“what have you done” I ask

“well your mother said we only had about a month left of two beds anyway I thought I would get rid of one then we would have more time to get used to sleeping in the same bed” he answered

“is that my bed or yours” I ask crossing my arms

“neither it’s our bed now” he said leaning back on the headboard and crossing his arms as well

“fine” I say sighing as I walk over to the bed and sit on the corner drying my hair with the towel as Thomas moved down the bed to sit beside me

“so are we gonna talk about it” he asks

“about what exactly Thomas” I say in response

“you know what were gonna when it’s official were together forever” he says still smiling

“I don’t know I haven’t really thought about it yet” I reply

“really, you can pull that trick with your parents y/n but won’t fool me you have thought about it I know you have so tell me”

“I haven’t honestly if anything I’ve been avoiding the subject” I say

“what do you honestly hate me that much you’re avoiding the subject entirely” he said sounding almost hurt

“I don’t hate you I just haven’t thought about it yet” I reply

“well actually on that subject how do you feel about me” he asks

I had to sit and think for a second about how exactly to answer that question I didn’t know what to say to him it was obvious from the look on his face he wanted an answer but I wasn’t sure how to give him one I didn’t want to tell him I didn’t have feelings for him because I would be lying in some respects I couldn’t say I didn’t like him were together permanently now but on the flip side I didn’t want to sound to forward

“well I don’t know what to tell you Thomas I really don’t” I finally say

“what’s there to know what feelings do you have for me good or bad” he replied

“well I’m not sure there’s lots all complicating things in my head I’m not sure just yet it may take a while but it may help if I knew how you felt about me” I said trying to sound clever but failing completely as I removed the towel from my neck and just threw it with the rest of the clothes on a pile by the wall they both sat thinking for a while till eventually Thomas broke the silence

“y/n?”

“yeah” I answered turning my head to him I watched his eye’s intently they seemed to be flickering around like he was looking at me like trying to work something out in his head till suddenly his hands were on my face and his lips on mine sort of he missed the angle by quite a lot and he was more biting then kissing and the amount of power in it, it was like he was trying to push me over one second then the next trying to pull me more into him I can judge though I had never done it before I think I was kissing back I think it was hard to tell given the conditions that he was kissing me with after a few seconds I had to pull away from him when we had both separated completely and breathed it was awquard if anything that may have made the situation a little worse I kind of had to think for a second I’m positive he had kissed someone before

our real first kiss now was nothing like that I don’t think as I return to reality again

“well…uh,” I said not sure what so say

“yeah well….anything” he asks

“well….it was…full of energy I will give you that Thomas” I laughed trying to lighten the situation and he laughed to I guess it worked

“yeah sorry” he said in reply

“it’s okay but I think you bit me” I say as I put my hand to my bottom lip I was right he had bitten me

“sorry y/n” he said looking more at the floor then at me

“it’s okay you didn’t know what you were doing it’s not your fault” I reply as I nudge his shoulder trying to cheer him up a bit it worked a little

“so is there anything there or is it just nothingness” he asks

“there’s something Thomas I’m not sure what but there’s something” I reply taking his hand he turned back to look at me he was now smiling again

“can I try again?” he asks

I just nodded in response “but try slower with less power to start okay” I say more like a joke

he just nodded before connecting our lips again this time much slower much more relaxed and just in one word perfect so much I really don’t what him to stop but if the last kiss was anything to go by there’s a lot of represent emotion and energy in there and I would rather not let that out just yet so with much annoyance at myself I pull away but remaining in his arms “so?” he asks

“so, I think we will be fine after next month"I reply I couldn’t stop a smile neither could he

"what about all the other stuff like your mum said after it’s official” he asks

“if it happens it happens if not we will wait a little longer lets not rush this, this match if forever wherever we like it or not we got time” I reply giggling slightly he then nodded in agreement we both then moved back on the bed so we could lean against the headboard till a few minutes later Thomas moved his hand from mine to wrap it around me he rested his hand on my waist so going on what I’ve seen other people do I put my head on his chest and put my hand on his shoulder we both then moved so we were laying down looking up at the plain white ceiling this like the kiss seemed perfect and long overdue “you know I’m so happy out of every girl in this dump that computer let me have you y/n” he says

“I know I’m happy I got you to” I reply

after a while I’m almost positive Thomas is asleep I glance at the clock on the side table and I think I may have fallen asleep to as it is not almost six o'clock at night I sort of don’t want to get up because he’s asleep and not snoring I kind of don’t want to wake him up again but I’m hungry and he properly is to as all I’ve had to eat today is two bits of white toast and I don’t think he’s had anything I sit up slightly to look around, the room looks a bit dark I then turn back to Thomas he still looks deep asleep so I slowly remove his arm from around me and walk out towards the kitchen area I walk up to the white cabinates looking for some dinner but with no success as we havent ordered anything from the box in a while so straight from box food it is then, I walk over to the small gap in the wall I place my hand in the gap within a few seconds there’s food I dont know how it all works it just does it’s not much just a place of white chips but right now thats good enoguh but before I have chance to move over to the table I can feel arms wrapping around my waist from behind and I can hear and feel breath on the back of my neck"some ones touchy today arnt we" I say to him

“why didnt you wake me up for food” he says ignoreing me

“you seemed happy, plus you werent snoreing I thoguht if I left you I would be able to go come back and have a quiet night sleep” I answer

“you where wrong” he replyed

I just laughed in responce elbowing his chest so he had to back away from me as soon as he was fully of me I walk and sit at the table after he gets his food he sits beside me

“so what plans do we have for the uncomeing week” he asks

“I’m not sure I go to work on wensday” I reply

“I’m going on wensday to” he says

“what are you ment to be doing” I ask

“I’m ment to be showed how the spectrem works” he answers this is again something that needs a bit of explaination unfornatly I can’t give it becuase I dont understand it all I know is Thomas is a scientist thats the job he choose out of his options when we left school just before the match all I know for sure is what he tells me which is not alot all I know is that the sectrum is the meaning of our existance and he gets to work with it everyday my job is a lot different I’m a nurse I got the option to become a scientist but at the time I wasnt sure if working with Thomas everyday was a very good idea this was ofcourse back before I knew I was stuck with him anyway but I guess it will be good then we get a break from each other when we got to work I dont really understand how other peoples jobs work but its not my business

“really I’m just gonna be shown around the hospital I think so I know where stuff is” I reply

“well then what are we gonna do between now and wensday” he asks

“I dont know I’m sure we’ll find something to do” I reply as I eat we both sit and eat our white food in scilence after about a minuet I put the tv on from a small white remote on the table the wall were both faceing then flickers and the tv programing comes on channel one news channel its on weather all thats on the screen is a white map of our city and a man in a white suit stood beside it talking

“and like normal weather is going to be white and pale with slight rain in the food manufactering area’s there may be some slight problems with light times tommorrow as the sunseveare is still a bit glichy” he says the same as everyday by now I’m possitve its a recording they just play eveyday that guy has said that twice a day everyday for as long as I can rememeber and what a suprise the sunseveares on the glich I dont think they will ever fix it but sometimes it does give you another hour sleep in the morning wich knowone can really complain about another second and the mans gone now theses a young pretty blonde girl dressed in white at a white desk reading the headlines

“today’s top stories, 20 year old jake hamming has been arested for murdur of his match, there was eleven no shows at the world of work today and the no shows will be punished emmediatly, the ruler has said he is not stepping down after claims he is not the correct ruler by bloodline, after close monitoring we have discorvered bentian is on the verge of civial war as allways the borders are shut to all but the rule-” she was cut of by Thomas turning the tv off

“you shouldnt watch that y/n” he says

“why I like knowing whats going on” I reply

“I know but you shouldnt watch it all the bad things going on right now we dont need to know they dont involve us” he says rather sternly

“I know they dont it’s still nice to know” I reply

“but its all just about bad things like the ruler and bentian none of that involves us” he says

“well it could you know” I reply

“how?” he asks

“well you should know by now Thomas my dad’s part of the passive blood line so if the rulers bloodlines wrong my dad with be ruler” I argue

“but it won’t happen y/n think about it they wouldnt let it happen” he replies

“yeah but still if bentians civial war goes wrong and starts involving everyon else you could get carted of to fight” I argue again

“but they won’t involve us it all just to scare you y/n” he relpys

“like the camara’s and the constent threat of tourcher isnt enoguht” I s,noticeingay sarcasticly

we both then laugh noticing the time it’s almost seven now “almost curfew” I say sighing