Y/N POV:

“oh but babygirl” he complained

“no Thomas I know we’re both got snapped in the game but we can’t now the moemnts gone”

“ow stupid mother” he says to the door of the bathroom

“WHAT WAS THAT Thomas” I here his mother shout

“nothing mum” he says back

we both then walk over to the sofa and sit watching the tv again cuddeled together waiting for the second his parents would be out of the flat for atleast a little while this kind of makes me fell bad I see how Thomas fells when I teaste him then leave him the wonderus fire that was burning in both of us when we both snapped is now dying down into nothingness not a good felling to have such passion be slowly dieing deep inside you all I know for sure is if his parents dont leave in a minuet I’m gonna kick them out.

a few minuets latter both lilly and andrews where in the living room with us both of them changed into very high class white clothes andrews was just generaly standing around by the chair waiting for lilly to do some odd jobs for a miuet he kept glaceing at me and Thomas sat cuddled together on the sofa and almost laughing at us yet in defecence to him me and Thomas did have to laugh a couple of times at the fact his dad now did know almost exactly what we had been doing the hardest bit for us all not to laugh was when lilly sat on the sofa just beside me but from they way we were now sitting she was sat where I was when we where playing the game before we deiced to move to our room jeremys father even mouthed to us “which end was it”

“that one” Thomas mouthed back pointing to lilly and we all found it hard not to laugh at her

“right, we will be back soon properbly not for a few day’s but remember you have two start work on wensday so dont be up to late on tuesday so behave yourselfs” she said

we all just laughed as she sat there a bit confused

“what I dont get the joke” she said

“you dont need to know lilly lets go before we’re late” andrews said

lilly then got up and walked out andrews looked us up and down smirked and walked to the door before he left he turned around to us then said “listen to your mother Thomas, behave yourself” andrews then walked out leaving me and Thomas alone again for a few minuets we just sat not really doing anything which anoyied me how long was he just going to sit there was he doing this intentionaly to anoy me or was it unintentional so after a nother few minuets of him still doing aboslutely nothing I decied to heat this up a bit and I move one of my hands down to play with the zip on his trousers he doesnt do anything but smirk in reply and ever so slightly tighten his grip around me I of course contiune placeing my hand on the top of his boxers clearing notcieng the problems still there less obvious but it is still there I can tell he’s already enjoying him self becuase his heads on the back of the sofa and he’s already moaning like mad till he sits up slightly and removes my hand from him “oi, hands out of there y/n” he says

“why you seemed happy” I reply in a sly voice

“they’ve only been gone five miuets calm down a bit” he replys

“why, what happened to the Thomas from the game bring him back this ones boreing” I say

“thanks y/n your so nice to me” he replys

for a moment knowone says anything but I’m not giving in just yet a quickly without him really noticeing I’ve done it slip my hands back into his jenes and his boxers the first time I’ve ever done it this way as soon as I take hold of him with my hand he sits up much more looks at me and sighs before grabbing my legs and lifting my up so he’s carring me almsot bridal style “who am I kidding” he said before kissing me again making us both laugh after a few seconds we were in our room he basicly threw me on the bed but I dont really mind if honest I’m not explaining alot of this you can obviously work it out for yourselfs but I will explain in my opinion anyway things it may interest you to know as soon as he’s on the bed beside me we’re making out again with as much passion as before I’m now just in my underwear but so’s Thomas and much more heated snogging and touching took place for quiet a while till he got an idea or I think anyway my only reaction BLODDY HELL now thats a reaction and I dont swear you may call it an over reaction as it’s not really much going on I dont know how the hell he knows what he’s doing but I’m so happy he does you can work out for your selfs what sound I’m making

“babygirl” he says in his sly voice again unfortantly stopping what he was doing but he did trease me a bit by licking his fingers as he stared at me

“yeah” I say between my breaths

“are you sure” he asks

“positive” I reply quickly

and the following was self explanitory for a while till we both got the bed covers and in my terms pasted the last freshhold now every bit of clothes we had where off “hang on” he says just before I put my knickers on the floor

“what” I ask he then snaches them out of my hand

“I keep these” he says

“why” I ask

“its just something boys do y/n” he replys

“fine” I sigh kissing him again pulling him close so theres hardly an inch between us my first thoguht before I did anything was simply my mememories thinking about in a way how strange this was I have know Thomas literatly since my birth the day I was born my mum said one of the few things I sore they day I was born was my mum,my dad, lilly, anderson and Thomas him at the time having only been about a mounth old at the time and I’ve had to see him every day of my life weather I liked it or not my bestfreind, one of the few people here I trusted and this was a bout to happen

“are you alright” he said interupting my from my thoguhts

“yeah just thinking” I reply

“what about” he asks kissing my neck

“if this is right” I reply he then emmiedatly stops and looks at me

“what do you mean” he asks

“if after everything we’ve been thoguh are we really ready to destroy it completly” I reply he then looks at me gravely obviously reasling the fact I have a point he then takes my hands in his “if you dont what to it’s fine I know what you mean” he replied sounding a bit down and sighing

“Thomas, I was thinking if it was right but right or wrong we’re going to” I smirk at him he just smirks back

“okay, we ready for this the big reveal after this we can’t hide anything from each other after we do this the freindship of the last 19 years will be over are you positive this is what you want” he asks sitting up putting his hand on the bed covers I know what he means as we both havent properly seen each other yet as soon as the sheets gone its over no stoping either of us and it will be over but I just nodd in reply and get ready for this moment I have seen him naked before but it wasnt for long and it was years ago and the least he’s seen me in was earlyer after a few seconds the covers where gone both of us in full view of each other I can’t help but stare at him one word comes to mind and no other WOW it’s huge how did he never get a girlfreind with that thing hidden under there but I dont think he’s even noticed I’m stareing he looks far to busy scanning every part of me with his eyes I can’t resist the earge to cross my arms over my stomac and try to make my self look thinner and trying to cover the strech marks on my waist the second I do the look on his face changes from the original shock and arousal to consern “y/n what are you doing” he asks trying to move my arms but I dont move them “I dont want you to see my horrible ness” I say trying not to look at his face I dont want to meet his nice brown eyes as they see this mess of a person

“y/n…your beautiful to me” he said moveing my head to I had not choice but to look at him his eyes where full of something I’ve never seen on his before I’ve seen most emotions in his eyes but never this, it wasnt pity, it wast lust, it wasnt saddness or anger I dont know what it is but after a few seconds of simply looking into his eyes I think I can work it out it’s not pity….its not lust….its not anger, saddness, happyniess or anything else common in our world I think it’s love. after a nother second we conect our lips and again and what followed I’m not tell you, the doings of that night are stictly me and Thomas’s not to share with anybody else even thoguht it may have sounded like we where shareing it with the hole city till much latter we laid cuddled together in each others arms in a sweet scilence noting really needed to be said for a long time I just laid with my head on his chest listening to his slow but soothing heart rate it calmed me down I dont know why it just did till after a long while Thomas spoke “y/n I really have to say something ” he said sitting up sounding very serious oh god this isnt gonna be good is it I also sat up just beside him useing the covers of the bed to cover myself a bit “what is it” I ask

“I-uh…..I think I love you” he said he thinks what now come on brain responce uh…uh…..uh……….uh

“really” I ask after a very long thoguht

“yeah…yeah I do I love you y/n” he says very happily I still can’t think of a good reply so I’m just gonna go with the one I know I just what to say

“I love you to Thomas” I say hugging him we both laughed and kissed for a while before just laiding back cuddleing again not an inch between us anywhere “can I ask you a question” I ask Thomas

“of course anything” he replys

“if you say you love me, when you look at me what do you see” I ask something I really want to know it was something I had asked him before I asked most people I trusted the question of what they see when they look at me all I ever see when I look in the mirror is a ugly little fat girl with no deserning qualities but I wanted to know what he thoguht now

“I see the most beautiful girl in the world and the woman I love” he answers definatly different from last time I asked him “why when you look at yourself what do you see” he asks me

“I see a little fat girl with blotchy skin a hidious face and no personality, haveing cunondum of being matched with the best person in the world that deserved someone much better, much thinner, much prettier,much smarter and but would only love him half as much as I do” I reply well atleast I said it

“nope your none of that stuff your beautiful and the woman I love, y/n y/l/n” he replys

“and your the man I love, Thomas brodie sangster” I reply laughing slightly after we both laughed a while we both went to sleep.

when I finaly woke I was still cuddled with Thomas but he was fast asleep so I just remove his arm from around me and get up I put some normal clothes on and walk out to the kitchen I quickly get myself a cup of tea yay the teas back to normal again just as I go to sit on the sofa the phone rings I slowly walk over and answer it “hello” I say

“hey y/n” a voice unmistakeably y/bff/n

“hey y/bff/n, whats up” I ask

“the stuffs here at mine I’ve sent oscar out for the day so you and me can have the fun with the dresses” she squealed

“oh really today” I say thinking jeremys not gonna be to happy with me leaving after last night

“why are you busy” she asks

“well not exactly I just dont know how I’m gonna get the day away from Thomas” I say in reply

“actully bring him along we will need an honest boys opinion plus I want to hear him compliment me for once” she said giggleing slightly

“well good luck with that” I laugh in responce just as I drink my tea and y/bff/n starts rambleing I only have to give a few short replys every now and again after a while I can like normal now arms wrapping around me from behind and kisses on my neck I pull the phone away from my mouth as second to give him a kiss and to try and send him away as I can see he’s only wearing his boxers but he keeps his grip on me so I just roll my eyes and contiune talking to y/bff/n about nothing important till I can tell jeremys still in the mood from last night as he’s trying to move his hand back down my skirt and contiuneing to kiss my neck “babygirl why dont we contiue where we left of last night” he says between kisses

“Thomas latter I’m on the phone” I say to him

“why babygirl it’s nothing they havent heard before” he replys

“Thomas it’s y/bff/n, plus go put more clothes on where going out in a minuet” I say to him

“I refuse” he replys

“sorry y/bff/n I have to go theres a anoyance here” I say down the phone

“really whats with him now” she asks

“he won’t go away” I reply to her

“well I’ll see you in a bit y/n” she says

“see you in a bit” I reply before hanging up the phone and putting my hands with jeremys

“this is getting anoying you doing this all the time” I say

“but its fun” he says kissing my neck again

“knock it off” I say

“no” he replys contiuneing

I then use all my body weight to push him againt the wall and turn around pinning his arms away from me on the wall by his sides “I said knock it off” I laugh he just smirks grabbs my rists and flips so I’m againt the wall “and I said no” he laughs beofre begining to snog me again aw what the hell I wrap my arms around his neck as our tonges once again battle it out for dominance I think someone could properbly write it all down and turn it into a epic war novel at the moments knowones wining its as usual a tie one day someone will win after a little while before realiseing I was ejoying myself way to much I pull away he looks at me a bit sad “baby girl, come on this is unfair” he comaplians

“I know it is but we have to go out somewhere” I reply

“where” he asks

“we have to go see y/bff/n” I say he just groans in anoyance

“oh, come on first your not letting me have any fun next I ahve to get dressed now you say we have to go see y/bff/n” he complains

“I’m afraid so” I say in slight simpayth with him

“but oscars not gonna want me there he’s just gonna stare me down till we leave” he comaplains resting his head on my shoulder

“wrong oscars not gonna be there just me, you and y/bff/n” I reply

“can’t you just go you guys are gonna be doing all girly stuff I’m just gonna be bored can’t I stay here and wait for you to get home” he says

“nope, y/bff/n asked for you to be there today” I say with a faint smile

“really” he says unhappily “fine” he sighs

“yay” I say happy I’ve finaly won and agrument with him

“on one condition"he interups