My laughter was not for you...

 It wasn't even for me....

Well, it wasn't for anyone in particular... 

My purpose for laughing.

It was for no one.

No one in particular, really.

It was like I laugh with no real reason...

But then again...

There were once upon a time when I did laugh for a reason...

But now, looking back...

I ended up gaining sickening tears.

Tears I never understood why...

It started with a single drop of my blood...

 Every night it would increase...

           Every TIME...

  They would appear without fail...
  As if mocking my naviety.  

So I question myself on why I had always laugh.... With you.

Who has not once ever cared for me.

Since I was hurt.

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