The next morning I woke up to the large bed I was laying in Empty 'He finally left me... rejected me..' I said to my self while I stood up and walked to the bathroom doing my business then looking for something sharp, A blade perhaps? I searched through the drawers and finally found an Exacto-knife I smiled locking the bathroom door then sitting on the toilet and started bringing the blade across my pale and skinny arm 'one...' I counted the cuts until I got to 36, I stopped because I was interrupted by someone calling me "Hey Babygirl, Gunner, Where are you sweets?" I cursed under my breath and cleaned the blade then put it back before pulling the sleeve's of my large sweater over the cuts that roamed my arms I unlocked the doors after hiding the evidence and smiled up at him "What were you doing in there babe's?" he asked curiously. I started stuttering and hyperventilating 'Shoot' I said In my head before coming up with an excuse "Using the bathroom?" I said almost like a question which made him give me a concerned and suspicious look. I smiled weakly, at him. "Babygirl, What were you actually doing? Don't lie to me, or you will be punished" My wolf/cat purred at the word 'Punished' gross.

I looked down from my mate "Mate, What. Were. You. Doing?" He asked using a little of his Alpha tone, I felt a tear roll down my cheek "I..I...I" I stuttered as more tears fell from my blue eye as my gold one (Under the eye bandage thingy) started watering too. I felt Xavier put two fingers under my chin and make me look at him, my gaze went to his face and I looked at his eyes that were filled with hurt and sympathy "Baby...Either you show me or tell..." I sighed and looked down at my wrists Mate mad  I heard my wolf/cat say in my head 'I know' I said back to her while with shaky hands I was pulling up the black sleeve's of the sweater to reveal the many red cuts going to just below my elbow crease "Babygirl...Don't. Do. This. EVER AGAIN!" He yelled furiously his eyes blazing and switching to a black. I whimpered and backed up as I felt more tears well up in my red, puffy eyes and roll down my cheeks. Immediately after, his eyes switched back to their forest green color and stared into my blue ones as his filled with regret "Baby I'm sorry, come here..." He bent down to me and crawled forward hugging my petite body, picking me up then mumbling "Your still getting a punishment so DON'T think your off the hook"