Marco's pov:

I deiced that it was time to play the letter card. So I looked at Zayn and said, "Its true Zayn the last thing I got from him was this letter right before he died."I watched as Zayn ripped the letter out of my hand and read it.

Zayn's pov:

I took the letter from Marco's hand read it. When I saw what it said I couldn't help but cry my eyes out. This is what the letter said:

Dear Lads

I'm really sorry that it had to come to this. I really am going to miss all you guys and what we did together. Harry I'll miss your flirting skills. Louis I'll miss your jokes that you would always play on me. Liam im going to miss every thing about you and how you would always yell at me for being a kid. Zayn well I don't know what to say to you. I think that I'm going to miss you the most. You like a brother to me and I wish that I could have re-payed you in some way for what you did for me. You all always were their for me. I just wish that I could have been their for you guys at your time of need.

I love you all so much I swear that I left the band for you guys. I didn't want to go I really didn't want to go. If I could have I would have stayed with you guys. You all are like second family to me and I love you all so much. Their are no words to tell you guys how hard this is to do. I left the band because I knew that I didn't belong with you guys. Your all so talented and then theirs me just dragging you guys down. I tried my best to fit in with you guys and to keep up. Its just that their was always something you guys could do that I couldn't. It was either that or one of you guys always did something I could do better then me.

Any way that's all I wanted to say before I go away. Marco bye the way I always thought that you were the coolest. Thank you for showing me that I don't belong in the band.

Love your one and only

Nialler,Niall,Niallantor or any other nick name I have

I looked up at Marco with tears in my eyes and then threw the note on the ground and ran out of the room crying. I ran until I was over in the recording room where we did our first song together. I remembered Niall siting their full of life smiling and laughing as he played the guitar. I just wish that Niall was still her. I found the microphone that he used every day for our concerts we had and I slid down the wall and cried hugging his microphone. It was all I had of the cute Irish lad now. I just sat their and cried and cried until one of the lads came to look for me.