I remember falling in love and then falling out of it. Being manipulated by their words. I was used. My heart was broken and there was no way I could save it. I'm scared to love now. I sometimes say that I am in love, but I'm not really. Love has only brought me pain. Sometimes, I cry myself to sleep. I remember my pain the most at night, when I'm supposed to be sleeping, at midnight or later. I don't want to be like this.