I looked into his eyes,I saw so much fear.I could see all the men and women who had fell to their knees soaked in blood on that battle field ;heads cut clean off;wounds of gunshots. He fell to his knees clutching me tight. I did not hug him back though. I couldn't,I did not want him to know or see what happened to me while he was gone.No one knew or saw what had happened to me.