My goddamn laptop crashes, I have to rewrite everything.  ☕☕☕☕☕☕☕☕

::::Luke:::

I couldn't help but reminding myself in last night session, it was intense, I couldn't even believe that that actually happened, though I did fall asleep halfway. I'm pretty sure they fucked until morning, I was interrupted during my sleep many times but I've managed to get 5 hours more or less. 

God I could feel myself touching and thrusting into him last night, biting that reddish nape of his and violently insert myself deep inside him, and that pink lips, I could ravish it all night...

Wait! I need to calm myself down, as I stand in the mercy of my half boner, my common sense strikes me. Now that I think about it, they fuck almost every night and this could affect my work, given my attraction towards him, I might become a sex maniac even!! The scary thought brushes through my crumbling mind. God what should I do? Should I move?...No way! I couldn't take time off work right now and I'm short on money, plus I don't think Mr.beng has any available room left. My hands grip tighter on the sink, staring right at myself in the mirror.

"Stop being such a pussy!" I nearly scream, yes! I couldn't be a pussy now, this is what I had to deal with, at least this is better than having no food for weeks,  I could deal with this, people were just fucking, they do it all the time, there's nothing to be bitchy about. I should mind my own business. 

Now that I've mention business, aren't I late for work? I turn to my phone and press the home button, my eyes widen on the numbers, 7:50, Dear God, I should be there by 8:00, aren't we having a meeting today? No shit! No shit! No shit! No shit! I ran out of the bathroom with my phone dialing Eden.

From the other line,

"YOU BAG OF SHIT?! WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?!"

"Sorry I'm late. When does the meeting start?"

"IN 20 MINUTES DUMBASS! IT'S OUR NUMBER ONE CLIENT FOR GOD'S SAKE!"

"Are you supposed to be screaming?"

"Bitch I can scream whatever the fuck I want! Hurry up and get the fuck here faggot!"

"Someone needs to get laid."

"Bitch we're not talking about that right now, Imma rip your dick off."

"Okay see ya' later."

"Get here in 15 minutes or so or you gonna have a long talk with Christen."

"Oh god not Christen."

I pressed the end button and run as fast as I could, clothes scatter all over my room still. I rush outside to the buzzing light. On the other side of the condominium, Mr.Beng happily sweeping the sidewalk, smiling and humming. God damn you old man!

"Late?" he yells out, smiling still

I nod hurrily and calls for a taxi, with a last wave at him, I shove myself inside the car and nearly scream at the driver.

"Nagashi Corporation!!"

The driver startles but the wise man knows how to speed up his car alright. I should get there by 8:01.

I hate to be late for anything.😓😓😓😓

:::Cadence:::

Today is nothing but hell, everywhere I walk, everything I do, nothing seems to make sense and stay consistent anymore. I got scold too, by Chadd no less.

I sigh as I sip a hot gulf of Coffee down my throat, burning but comforting. The blue sky aboves my head, shine in all its glory, my iris squeezes underneath the agonizing sun. Today couldn't be more drier, stressing myself over the thought, my shoulders flex in exhaustion. I slowly walk myself inside. Corey, out of nowhere, approaches me.

"Cadence!! Where the fuck were you?? We were supposed to meet our client today! Our top client!"

"..."

"...What?" I say with a blunt face, oblivious to my current situation, like the retard that I am.

"Ugh, you piece of shit...Come!" Corey grabs my arm and pulls it violently into the bathroom, along with me.

"I know your relationship with Shane is complicated, I wouldn't even dare to speak to that man but for God's sake! Don't look homeless, you're offending the homeless!" Groaning and walking at the same time, though he sounds angry, I can feel the suppressing pain down his throat, seeing his friend in this pathetic, must've hurt him....

I bow my head down, furrowing my eyebrows. Few minutes later, we finally reach the bathroom, Corey pulls out his comb and start dressing up my appearance.

"Be careful, this client is known for scandals nowadays, especially with young men." He looks up at me. Cases like this, we're not too unfamiliar with, old men, they're the number one creep, but some can be real nice gentlemen. It just happen that I'm attracted to men older than me, and I've been known to be involve in some of those scandals, it's a miracle the company hasn't fired me yet but it's more of a miracle that we gained profits out of those scandals, in a false light of course. It's just simply a mess back in the days.

Though I'm glad that after all that, some people would stand by my side, Corey was one of them.

"Okay, good luck and don't fuck this up." Corey grabs my arm and shakes it around, despite his small stand, he's quite the chihuahua.

"Thanks.." My eyebrows relax a little bit, Corey's glimmering eyes give me a little bit hope now that I have to deal with the mess I've started all along.

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Btw guys I was listening blackbear - anxiety (ft. FRND) by GalaxyMusic when I was writing this crap and I fucking love this song, I think it deserves more recognition. My life has been fulfilled (^o^)丿(^o^)丿(^o^)丿(^o^)丿. Links here guys : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QlM_tHi1T2I