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A Smoking Illusion

W̥ͦI̥ͦP̥ͦI̥ͦN̥ͦG̥ͦ T̥ͦH̥ͦE̥ͦ T̥ͦE̥ͦḀͦR̥ͦS̥ͦ O̥ͦF̥ͦ Ḁͦ D̥ͦE̥ͦM̥ͦO̥ͦN̥ͦ

W̥ͦI̥ͦP̥ͦI̥ͦN̥ͦG̥ͦ T̥ͦH̥ͦE̥ͦ T̥ͦE̥ͦḀͦR̥ͦS̥ͦ O̥ͦF̥ͦ Ḁͦ D̥ͦE̥ͦM̥ͦO̥ͦN̥ͦ

Dec 27, 2017

ι ғelт ѕo weaĸ,

ѕo нelpleѕѕ.

нe waѕ cryιng.

нe ĸepт ѕayιng

"ι'м ѕorry. ι'м ѕorry. "

ιт waѕn'т нιѕ ғaυlт.

нe doeѕn'т need тo cry ғor мe.

ι нυng мy нead ιn ѕнaмe.

мoonlιgнт waѕ υpѕeт ғor мy ѕaĸe.

нe waѕ cryιng вecaυѕe ι waѕ нυrт.

ι тrιed тo ѕтand υp agaιn

вυт ғaιled once мore.

ι тrιed agaιn.

ғaιled.

agaιn.

ғaιled.

ғaιled.

ғaιled!

ι ѕaт on тнe ғloor.

мy legѕ were nυмв.

ι coυldn'т ғeel тнeм.

мoonlιgнт crιed even мore.

ιт waѕn'т нιѕ ғaυlт.

ѕтop cryιng ғor ѕoмeone lιĸe мe!

ι мanaged тo мove мy legѕ

вυт ѕιмply тo crawl.

тнaт waѕ all ι needed.

ιт тooĸ мe a wнιle вeғore ι waѕ ғace

тo ғace wιтн a мan

wнo waѕ вlυввerιng lιĸe a cнιld.

ι gave нιм a genтle ѕмιle

aѕ ι wιped нιѕ тearѕ.

"ιт'ѕ alrιgнт. " ι ѕay

aѕ ι paт нιѕ нead.

мy тнυмв careѕѕeѕ нιѕ cнeeĸ.

"yoυ ѕнoυld вe υѕιng тнoѕe тearѕ

ғor тнoѕe wнo are dead

noт вeaтen and alιve. "

нe gιveѕ мe a тιgнт нυg and ѕoвѕ

even мore.

вυт тнιѕ тιмe, нe'ѕ leттιng мe

ĸnow тнaт нe'ѕ alrιgнт

and wιll alwayѕ care

wнιle ι aм ѕayιng

тнanĸ yoυ ғor carιng.

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My life isn't something you would want. Instead of waking up to hear birds singing in the morning, I wake up to hear glass shattering every time mother and father get into a fight. I get hit for little things too. School is nowhere close to what could be considered my 'safe haven' . Its actually just as bad. I get bullied for my abstract eye color. For my personality. For every little move I make. All of these are enough to keep me up at night. They all make me wonder 'is my life supposed to be this miserable?' Soon enough, I start taking sleeping pills. I started to have a dream and in this dream, I saw a man, I man who was smoking a cigarette and his entire body was smoking too. Like a hazy illusion.
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