Loosing you

I'm terrified of

but minutes

and miles

aren't what im afraid of

im scared

that one day

you will meet someone

prettier

smarter

cuter

im afraid that one day you will wake up

and not feel the same

as i feel to you

i know i shouldnt be so

scared

but happiness

is what you brought me

just like countless

of others

but unlike

countless of others

you

are not

hurting me

but

healing me

and im afraid of loosing you

because your hugs are

like drugs

where they help

but can be addictive

im afraid that

like countless of others

you will leave me to withdraw

alone

and cold

but unlike countless of others

you

make me smile

and feel

happy

unlike others

you do not hurt me

so i am sorry

but im gonna mess up

im gonna be scared

im gonna question a lot

or i may ignore

but unlike others

you listen

your patient

and im sorry

but im gonna fight for you

im gonna get up

each morning

im gonna love you

and hold on tight to you

because i have hope

that maybe

you are unlike

all of the countless

others

maybe

you are

unlike

others