18:25 Friday - 16 March 2018

Logging in ....... BlackRose

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Online List:

HopefulKitten

LosingChemicals

ObedientMouseii

OnceAdikted

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/join #SpoiledMilk 

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USER BlackRose ENTERED PRIVATE CHATROOM: #MidnightShenanigans

USER BlackRose ENTERED PRIVATE CHATROOM: #SpoiledMilk

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#MidnightShenanigans:

 <BlackRose> Adrian is online

<HopefulKitten> You should speak to him

<BlackRose> I know I'm just nervous

<HopefulKitten> It'll work out hun

<BlackRose> Will it?

<BlackRose> Cause I'm not sure it will

<BlackRose> I don't know how to justify everything

<BlackRose> He probably has a new girl like what Tasha saw

<HopefulKitten> Tasha doesn't know what she's talking about

<HopefulKitten> She thought she saw something because she wants juicy things to happen. For all we know, they were just talking

<BlackRose> You don't know that

<HopefulKitten> Neither does Tasha

<BlackRose> I guess you're right

<BlackRose> How do I even explain

<HopefulKitten> Just do your best hun

<BlackRose> Mum mode activated

<BlackRose> I'm in our chat

<BlackRose> He's idled

<HopefulKitten> It'll be fine

<HopefulKitten> I'll be right here

<BlackRose> Ugh I'm shaking

<HopefulKitten> Just breathe hun

<BlackRose> I wonder what Tasha would say

<HopefulKitten> Don't ask her for serious advise

<BlackRose> I never do

<BlackRose> She doesn't know what fully happened either

<HopefulKitten> Did you tell Isak?

<BlackRose> Not yet

<BlackRose> I want to tell Adrian first because I know Isak and he'll just jump him

<HopefulKitten> Who would win? Isak vs Adrian?

<BlackRose> I watched Isak break our table

<HopefulKitten> Never let him forget

<BlackRose> Never

<BlackRose> Yesterday my therapist said I need to open up to solve conflict

<HopefulKitten> She's right

<BlackRose> She always is

<BlackRose> I don't want him to hate me

<HopefulKitten> You still love him

<BlackRose> Of course I do

<BlackRose> I never stopped

<BlackRose> But I ruined everything

<HopefulKitten> You don't know that

<BlackRose> What should I do?

<HopefulKitten> Just be honest hun, that's the best you can do

<BlackRose> Sigh

<BlackRose> Wish me luck

<HopefulKitten> I’ll be here if you need anything

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#SpoiledMilk:

<BlackRose> I've been trying everything to contact you

<BlackRose> For weeks

<BlackRose> I tried to give you space

<BlackRose> Give us space

<BlackRose> Please just let me explain

<LosingChemicals> Go ahead Eva

<BlackRose> I don't know how to

<BlackRose> I guess I should say I've been seeing a therapist

<LosingChemicals> Since when?

<BlackRose> For a few years but I started to see her again

<LosingChemicals> …

<LosingChemicals> What for?

<BlackRose> I want to explain something else first

<BlackRose> I

<BlackRose> You asked me if I had sex with Jon 

<BlackRose> And I said yes

<BlackRose> We didn't have sex

<BlackRose> But I guess we did

<BlackRose> I said I didn't want to

<BlackRose> He didn't listen 

<BlackRose> It was forced

<BlackRose> But I was ashamed and thought you wouldn't believe me

<BlackRose> So I let it ruin us

<BlackRose> After you broke up with me

<BlackRose> I found out I was pregnant

<BlackRose> But I don't know if it's yours or Jon's 

<BlackRose> It scares me

<BlackRose> I want an abortion 

<BlackRose> Adrian? 

<LosingChemicals> Processing 

<LosingChemicals> He raped you?

<BlackRose> Yes

<LosingChemicals> You didn't call the police? 

<BlackRose> My therapist told me that closure doesn't always come with court cases 

<LosingChemicals> What if it is mine? 

<BlackRose> I don't know

<LosingChemicals> I need time 

<BlackRose> I still love you

<LosingChemicals> I'm sorry Eva, I just don't think I love you or ever did

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USER LosingChemicals SIGNED OUT

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#MidnightShenanigans:

<BlackRose> Can you come over