I know but we must find me wife. They are becoming unease being as I showed no interst in the woman they chose. They think it’s weird that I am only with you. I do not want them to find out about us…. I looked at Akemi as he was deep in throught. He looked so cute as he tried to wrap is head around the situation. I can’t wait to get him in my bed tonight. “Akihiko why don’t you ask Aina?” Akemi suggested I  looked at him narrowed eyes. “But Akihiko she is the only one I can think of.” Akemi whined.” I know but you must think of another.” Why don’t you just tell your parents that you are gay

You know I’m not ready what would they think of me they might disown me I might be exiled t-they I don’t know I just can’t tell them not yet. Akihiko babbled

I know how you fell but they are family and they will understand, and they will accept you how you are. Akemi assured

I’m just not ready to tell them yet. My Rini I am scared I fear I will lose you. I’m sorry I can’t be as brave as you are. I’m sorry my love but one day I will be able to stand next to you and hold you in a warm embrace.

Akemi wrapped his arm around my neck he tilted his head up until our lips connected. I pulled away and leaned down until my lips where next to his ear and I whispered to him. “You are my heart my soul my everything I love you my Rini.” As the last words left my mouth I felt a tear drop on my chest I pulled his head up and kissed him

Unknown p.o.v

Is akihiko busy now I would like to speak to him?

No, my lady he is not he is in the study. The head butler said

Thank you I’ll be on my way.

As I walked to the study I heard voices coming from the same direction. It sounds like Akihiko and Akemi as, I get closer I can kind of make out what they are saying. “I’m not ready.” I think that Akihiko what is he not ready for is he finally going, to propose to me and he don’t feel ready omg. Finally, my parents will be proud and will leave me alone. Walk up ton the door its slightly open. I peaked in and saw. THEM KISSING. I tried to hold myself together. It’s just a kiss its not like they are dating. They are best friends maybe they are just practicing with each other. That’s what best friend do. I looked again, and Akihiko was holding Akemi tightly as if he would leave forever if he let go. I was shocked as I took off down the hall I almost bumped into a servant. When I reached the doors, I couldn’t hold it in any more. The man that I love and dreamed about is gay and is dating his best friend.