FOLLOWING

you follow me wherever i go. what do you want why are you here! its like you haunt me. but i’ve paid my dues! i’ve suffered enough! but yet you still taunt and wait. waiting for what? i do not know but here you are here you’ve stayed. here you’ve made a place to stay. I’m sorry for what i’ve done throughout my life to you i truly truly am! but i cannot change the damn past! why can’t you just leave me be!! i've wept i've cried i still do suffer! why can’t we just move on! you're gone and dead and i'm here alive i know it is not fair but please get out of my hair! i save your pictures. I share your stories. I still have your ashes. I have them in a bear. BUT YET IT'S NOT ENOUGH YOU'RE NOT SATISFIED CAUSE YOU JUST WON'T GO AWAY!