DEPRESSION

Depression something some people have to live with. (moron) With no way to escape. You probably know about depression but don’t have it, (freak) or you're like me you have depression (insane) but you hide it behind a smile and pills. (faker) Depression is like watching those around you breath and laugh while you can only try and suck in oxygen into your dead collapsing lungs and force a laugh that’s (ugly) obviously fake from your cold blue lips, they either notice and don’t ask or simply ignore the pain behind that happy sounding noise. (no one cares) You hear voices in your head telling you awful things. (just shut up you’re making my ears bleed!) though people can’t notice your eyes start to shine over with unshed tears. (cry baby) you excuse yourself to the bathroom and hide in stall bawling your eyes out. But you still live on no matter what you have done. (demon) you can already see the pits of hell in your future. (you deserve all of what you get) you see the blood red stream ever so gently fall into the sink. (why hide show them what you’ve done) bandages and long sleeves in humid weather. (your a machine) you feel nothing but the pain….pain is all you can feel. (you have no feelings) people don’t see the real you they see your costume that you put on everyday. (you're crazy) you don’t see what others do, you see the dead and things that appear to be not there...but YOU see them it is THEY who can’t who won’t see them.