BRIGHT EYES

In my soul does creep. A monster of defeat. He crawls and creeps and cries and weeps. He fills my head. He dulls my eyes. He douses me in red. He numbs my heart. He whispers these hurtful things in my ears. Like ‘’Stop your crying’’ and ‘’No one cares!’’. He’s a demon that won’t go away. He’s very much here to stay. He whispers in my ear. ‘’it’s dull it’s boring why not leave here?’’. He says he won't go away that he's here to stay. But even though he crawls and creeps into my soul so deep, and corrodes my thoughts with his evil lies i won't give in I WONT I WONT I WONT. But even the strongest of men their strength does fade. And i fear that i may have very dull eyes by now although you say you see a twinkle you say my eyes are bright. But do you really look at them or do you see the monster’s fight? do you see his plight? can’t you see through his and i’s disguise? My eyes seem bright to you But even the brightest star must fade. Even the strongest mortal must weaken. Even the most beautiful creature must change. And though i can keep the monster away with drugs and distractions he is slowly ever so slowly taking action. Won’t somebody help? CAN YOU NOT SEE I’M STUCK IN HELL!!!! hahahahahahaha i guess not i'm somebody who no one can no longer help. i'm stuck with him and he’s stuck with me and that's just how it should be.