“Reincarnation. Reincarnation. Reincarnation. Journal- not that you are alive or anything- do you think reincarnation is a thing? People tell me God takes us all to Heaven and damns sinners to Hell. They also say people like me go to Hell too, but then I usually tell them to fuck off. I haven’t believed in God in years, and even before then, it was too abstract for me to care. I don’t think I ever even prayed. But anyways, if I were to die, would I be reborn happier? Would I feel normal like everyone else? Hah. Probably not.”

-Eleanor Raider in a journal at age fifteen