I'm alive, breathing

Awake in this world with my heart beating

Do you know that it's because of you?

Of course you don't, but I wish you do.

While I'm still here,

There are many things that I fear

Like losing you, if by chance

Because I didn't know that you have many fans

But still, I don't own you, so why bother?

I enjoy everything you give to me.

Love, peace, joy and cheers

Hope and trust, so nothing can fall, not with tears.

In your presence I feel so secured

Everything about you is warm, and it keeps me cool.

Seconds, minutes, and hours have passed.

Where are you?

Hours, days, and weeks are fast

How do you do?

Weeks, months---in your priorities, I became the last.

Am I a burden?

I hope not.

Because without you, I don't know what will happen.

I never expected that you'd change.

Maybe you're just stressed, so I did all the rest

Maybe you're bothered, so I let the topic off

Maybe you're just tired, so I worked for you

Or maybe it's because of someone I didn't know of?

I endured everything, even on how you treat me.

Unlike the past,

When you were still golly and fast

We used to do that.

Unlike last month,

When you were still too naughty and got caught in a fight you fought,

We used to do this.

Unlike just yesterday,

When your smile is still adorable

We used to do this and that, so what's up?

I have gotten used to it.

Your cold stares

As if saying that no one cares.

Your glaring eyes

That disappoints my heart to goodbye's.

Your harsh treatment

That remained until the end.

But no matter what is happenning, know that I'm still here.

Though because you're busy you didn't notice

I'm suffering but for you, The pain can suffice

Because to me life is worthless without you by my side

So please stay, and all you did to me was already set aside.

You really changed.

From the day that I met you, until now

You're ignoring me and I want to question how

Is it that you're tired of me

Though I can't really see

Because I need you, that's why

Or just tell me that all we've gone through is a lie.

What I fear the most

Which is the worst

For me of course

Though I'm saying this with much force

Is that I lost you to someone

Whom I didn't even know

But I hope for the best

For you, and for that someone.

I hope that you're happy with your choice.

Because of you I don't have any much voice

While saying this

My heart is torn piece by piece

Hoping that you're content

With the choice that will never make you regret.

I'm alive, breathing

Awake in this world with a strange feeling

Do you know that it's because of you?

Of course you don't, but I really wished you did.

While I'm still here,

There are many things that I feared

Like losing you, which already has a chance

Because I didn't know that you have many fans

But still, I don't own you, so why bother?