Romans Pov

I sat in Virgil's room. Without Virgil as Virgil probably sat in my room without moi of course. Now you are all probably confused! Right? Unless you're smart enough to have already to realize what happened but I can't blame you if you didn't know. I am sorry I am lacking creativity right if you want a better sight on what happened let rewind to at least 7 hours ago! Then ask Virgil to make this sound better please! Thank you~!

//Flashback to 7 hours ago//

Virgil and I had gotten into another one of our fights I guess. I mean does getting mad at each other really count as a fight? As soon as we were done Patton sat us both down on the couch. He gave us that stern look a parent would use right before they punished their children. IN this case Patton was like a father figure to both me and Virgil. Logan not so much but one time he was- *clears voice* ¨Patton I am assuming you want to talk to us about something,no?¨ He completely ignored the question and looked at Virgil ¨Virgil have you ever thought of taking on the role of creativity?¨ I was perplexed. What a weird and out of the blue question. Any I am sure Virgil never gave a thou- ¨Um. Sometime, why?¨ I looked at Virgil and stared. How could the boy of anxiety ever think of such a thing! I mean how and why!? I shifted uncomfortably in my seat. In the snap of a finger I immediately felt anxious. I swallowed a lump in my throat. I swear I saw Virgil's eyes glimmer which I found quite cute. ¨P-patton what did you do!?¨ I didnt show but I felt a panic attack coming on. I hadn't felt a panic attack since- since nevermind! ¨Well isn't it obvious? Virgil is now creativity and you are now anxiety. Oh don't worry Roman this will only last one week so 7 day starting right now! Better start counting the days kiddos and hope a week ends is to come fast.¨ With that he got up and left. Me and Virgil decided to switch rooms since it only made sense. I had some personal things I had to get out of my room very quickly. It's not that I didn't trust Virgil I was more afraid he’ll stumble upon it. I guess my anxiety was really high up there saying I had to clear out my medicine cabinets fast. I got everything important in Virg's room and he took everything important in my room.

//Present time//

So this was all Patton's fault. Just saying. I already had 2 panic attacks in the span of 7 hours. I guess. I was shaking on my- I mean Virg's bed. I gave Thomas a panic attack and I knew exactly what to do. Thomas stopped having his panic attack but mine just increased. I knew how Virgil felt, I've always known. Alone, afraid, lost, broken, my personal problem suicidal. Yeah you heard me right Roman. The Roman suicidal. Not likely. I didn't act like it. Of course I didn't! If anyone noticed... Why would anyone want to notice a parasite like me. I should've died when I tried. Yet I then realized I had something worth living for and I forced myself to survive. Suffer for days but hey... I am here now aren't I? I let my thoughts consume me and eventually let the darkness take over.

A/N This was originally gonna be a one shot with all sevdays stuffed in one and I was like nah so the out come of this books chapter will either from 7-14 a lot I know right? I was just randomly thinking of ideas and boom this one came into my head I liked the idea so I ran with it. In my opinion iit came out pretty good saying I haven't written a chapter in like a month welp Imma go now love all of you and hope the rest of whatever is great boi my peepz

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