Uh... hi... sorry... I've never written this sort of letter before...

Okay...

I should probably... start off with an apology...

...I'm... I'm sorry. ...I wish I treated you better, I wish I took the time to better understand your needs... your feelings, your pain...

I hurt many people back then... but you... you, I hurt the most... I know you don’t blame me... You didn't have to... I blame myself.

Still... I carry it.

All of it. Every time I ignored you. Every time I let him tear us apart!! And maybe that’s why I’m writing this now! 

Not to change anything... Just to finally say the things I should’ve said a long time ago... I love you.

But I’m getting ahead of myself... maybe we should start from the beginning... It all started on our graduation day...