The first thing to pierce the fog was the sterile sting of antiseptic, so sharp it was a taste in the air, scraping against the back of her throat. The second was the silence thick, insulated, and expensive, the kind of silence found only in high end private medical suites, where the outside world is deliberately muffled.
She tried to shift. Panic flared. Why couldn't she move her left leg? A dull, insistent ache, deep and throbbing, flared to life in that limb, a brutal, physical anchor to a reality she did not recognize. Her entire body felt heavy, alien, and restrained by soft, unfamiliar sheets that smelled faintly of industrial laundry detergent.
Her eyes flew open, unfocused, then darted wildly around. The ceiling was too high, too white, dominating her field of vision. The medical equipment monitors beeping softly in the corner, IV bags dripping with relentless precision, blinking lights casting clinical shadows was terrifying. What is this place? A cage? A laboratory? Her thoughts were fragmented, primal, lacking the coherence of true language.
She searched the vault of her mind for a reason, a name, a memory anything. She found nothing. It was a vast, echoing blankness. She didn't have the words for I don't know yet, only the profound, animalistic terror of the void. I'm nobody. I'm lost. There is nothing before now.
A sound at the door a soft, mechanical hiss made her flinch violently, pulling against the IV lines in her arm.
The door whispered open. A woman in a neat blue uniform a nurse, a label her mind vaguely supplied, yet still frighteningly foreign entered with a precisely arranged tray of food. The nurse, whose name tag read 'S. Reynolds,' wore a standard clinical scent inhibitor; her presence was a clean, neutral slate.
Nurse Reynolds stopped short. Her eyes widened, losing their professional calm for a split second. Althea was awake earlier than expected, and her distress was evident.
"Good afternoon, dear," Nurse Reynolds said, her voice soft but immediate, designed to be calming. "You're awake."
Her eyes were wide, fixed on the stranger. She didn't recognize the blue uniform as benign, only as an authority figure approaching. She tried to pull herself upright, hissing slightly as the effort jarred her injured leg.
Her throat was a desert. She opened her mouth, and the sound that escaped was a raw, terrified croak, not a question. "No! Who What is this?" Her voice was thin, reedy, utterly without the Dominance she was supposed to possess.
The nurse stopped her approach and placed the tray down sharply on the side table. This was not the expected gentle re entry.
"It's alright, you're safe," Nurse Reynolds repeated, taking out her phone and punching a quick code. Her professional demeanor returned, now tinged with urgency. "Please try to remain calm. You are in Providence Crest Hospital. You've been resting for a long time."
Althea wasn't listening to the words, only the cadence. Hospital? Resting? She looked at the sterile, expensive room, feeling trapped. If I'm safe, why am I broken? Why do I feel like I just crawled out of a hole?
She tried to move her fingers, staring at the thin, elegant hands that looked like they belonged to someone else. "I don't know… I don't know anything." A single, hot tear of pure, existential confusion tracked down her temple. "Who am I?!"
The nurse ignored the question, focusing entirely on the emergency protocol. She took another step back, instinctively giving the distraught patient space.
"Your doctor is being paged right now, dear. Dr. Liu will be here in just a moment to explain everything," the nurse said, her voice now firm. "You suffered a severe neurological trauma. I need you to just lie back for me."
Althea didn't know how to lie back. She only knew how to be scared. The presence of the nurse a stranger who knew things about her that she didn't was terrifying.
A sense of profound, aching truth settled over her. I am an empty space. The name, the identity, the past it was all locked away, and this stranger had the key.
The door hissed again, and a moment later, Dr. Liu arrived, moving quickly but calmly. He was a kind, middle aged physician whose presence was reassuring, projecting a sense of sterile competence. He immediately registered Althea's extreme distress.
The One Week Reality Lag: The Cost of Amnesia
Dr. Liu and Nurse Reynolds worked for nearly an hour to gently sedate Althea slightly and explain the baseline reality she was injured, she had a brain trauma, and she was safe. They withheld the full extent of her identity, knowing that bombarding her with information would be counterproductive to recovery.
The next seven days were a psychological ordeal, a slow, grueling process of re entry into a universe she instinctively felt was not hers. This wasn't a quick fix trauma; this was a cognitive void, a deep and terrifying lack of understanding of fundamental existence, layered with the crushing weight of an overwhelming, foreign celebrity identity. The brain, Althea slowly realized, doesn't simply reboot; it rebuilds itself neuron by agonizing neuron.
Days One and Two: The Primal Confusion
For the first two days, Althea was barely functional, oscillating between primal fear and profound exhaustion. Her world was reduced to the immediate physical sensations and the two people who tended to her.
Physical Alienation: She spent hours staring at her own limbs. The long, slender fingers, the smooth skin they looked beautiful, but they felt disconnected, like borrowed equipment. She couldn't reconcile the movements she commanded with the foreign machine that executed them.
The Food Ritual: The nurse had to patiently coax her through eating. Althea recoiled from the utensils; the concept of using a fork, of opening her mouth for a specific substance, was a bizarre, learned ritual that her mind had discarded. She had to be patiently taught, hour after hour, how to raise a spoon to her mouth, how to chew, how to swallow. It felt like learning to breathe for the first time.
The Mirror: When the nurse finally held up a handheld mirror on the second afternoon, Althea stared at the reflection with the detached curiosity of an infant. It was her face, yet it was not her. It was an objective form, a mask. She couldn't connect the feelings in her chest the terror, the emptiness to the beautiful, elegant stranger reflected there. The face was too sophisticated, too confident for the terrified ghost inside.
Days Three and Four: Cognitive Filter Activation
By the third day, rudimentary logic and linguistic structures began to re emerge, painfully slow, like rust being scraped off a long abandoned machine. Her vocabulary expanded slowly from single words to simple sentences of necessity.
Basic Glossary: She started to solidify the words: Hospital, Nurse, Doctor, Bed, Water, Pain, Yes, No. She used them tentatively, testing the sounds against her strange new voice box.
Pattern Recognition: She started to understand that the people in the white coats and blue scrubs were trying to help her. Her fear of them shifted toward a wary, dependent acceptance.
The World is Continuous: She understood the sun rose and set, that there was a 'before' that everyone else remembered, and a 'now' that only she experienced. This realization was deeply isolating.
Days Five, Six, and Seven: The Burden of Identity
The next three days were defined by the crushing weight of the 'Althea Vale' identity and the profound sense of loss.
Mourning the Void: She began to actively mourn the memory she didn't have. Before, it was merely a blank space. Now, it was a profound, echoing loss the knowledge that an entire life, an entire personality, was irrevocably gone. She realized that everyone else in the room had a continuity that she lacked. They remembered yesterday, last week, last year. She only had this moment.
Functional Basics: By the seventh day, she could feed herself slowly, ask for the bed to be adjusted, and track the time on the wall clock. The shell of Althea Vale was starting to house the terrified, newborn consciousness.
Accepting the Loss: She finally, truly accepted the words: I am a person who has lost her past. This realization was the final step out of the primal fog and into the isolating, terrifying reality of amnesia.
On the afternoon of the seventh day, when Nurse Reynolds had finished cleaning her up, a sense of profound, exhausted defeat settled over Althea. She was ready, she realized, to receive the next layer of information.
Day Seven: The Doctor's Final Diagnosis
Dr. Liu returned, pulling up his seat. His expression was serious, carrying his thick, confidential looking folder.
"Hello, thank you for waiting," Dr. Liu began, his tone respectful. "Now that you have adjusted to your surroundings, we need to talk about your condition in full."
He paused, opening the folder to reveal crisp medical documents. "You suffered severe physical trauma, thankfully mostly confined to a complex fracture in your left leg and deep bruising. But more significantly, you suffered a neurological one. You have what we term Severe Retrograde Amnesia, specifically the localized type that affects autobiographical memory. Simply put, you've lost access to your past your identity, your relationships, your life story. It was caused by the sheer psychological shock of the accident, combined with the physical blow to your temporal lobe. The good news is that your procedural memory the ability to learn and perform tasks, even the basic ones you've been working on remains functional."
Althea nodded slowly, the clinical explanation providing structure to her terror.
"Now, for the details that define you," Dr. Liu continued. "Your public persona is Althea Vale, the celebrated singer and model. But your legal name, for all medical and familial matters, is Althea Vale Hartwell, the heir to Vale Hotels and Resorts. That's a significant commercial and social responsibility, Althea. You are famous, wealthy, and powerful."
Vale. The name landed with the weight of a crown, one she felt utterly unfit to wear. It was the first solid piece of her identity, and it was tied to business and property, not to a soul. It felt heavy, cold, and utterly abstract.
Dr. Liu cleared his throat, his gaze lifting to meet hers. This was the moment for the final, critical layer of truth.
"And finally, your designation. You've been on a carefully managed suppressant cocktail to aid in healing. But your medical records are clear. Your Subgender is Dominant Omega."
The words struck her with a physical force, hitting a deeper, instinctual level that bypassed her confused consciousness. Dominant Omega.
"Dominant?" Althea whispered, her brow furrowing, the simple word carrying an immense, unknowable pressure. "I feel so weak. So dependent. I can't even remember how to feed myself. How can I be… dominant?"
Dr. Liu offered a reassuring, scholarly smile. "It's a very strong designation, Althea. You are part of the very rare 3% of Omegas who possess Alpha like dominance and resilience, both physically and pheromonally. The records note your incredible scent profile and your ability to command an entire audience simply by being on stage. Biologically, your pheromones, when fully engaged, are intensely charismatic, authoritative, and almost intoxicating. They can calm a room or electrify a stadium. You are, quite literally, a very powerful woman."
Powerful. Althea looked at her own frail hand, the confusion curdling into a dark, nascent self loathing. If I was so powerful, why am I here, broken and empty? A Dominant Omega who can't remember the basic rules of her own life. I'm a failed model of myself. The dissonance between the described 'powerful queen' and the helpless woman in the bed was a canyon of self doubt. The concept of an inherent, biological dominance was terrifying because she had no idea how to wield it, or even how to feel it.
"What happened to me? I need a fact. A concrete, solid fact to hold onto," she asked, desperate.
The nurse, still in the room to assist, pulled up a news article on her tablet a blurry image of a mangled black car, the headline a lurid mix of tragedy and celebrity gossip. "You were in a serious traffic incident about three weeks ago. Heavy rain, the report said, a skid on the highway. The miracle is you only suffered a few fractures in your left leg and that bad concussion. You'll need a serious rehab program, but you're healing well. We're going to get you back on your feet, Althea."
A car accident. Althea tried to force a memory the screech of tires, the shattering of glass but her mind remained a stubborn, empty slate. She was a page ripped from the middle of a book. The front cover, the first chapters, were gone.

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