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Dear Mother

As it was

As it was

Aug 12, 2022

Have you ever wondered why you were born? Call me what you want, but, initially, I thought I was born out of love. When I was eleven years old, the statement "my parents married in January and I was born in June" sounded fairy tail like, I found nothing wrong with it. Until I said it out loud and Jane, my classmate, heard me. As she heard me, her mouth formed a grin and she asked me if my parents had married due to the pregnancy, my mind went blank: have I forced the marriage?

Jane didn't say anything else, she just looked at me pitifully.

When I arrived home, as my parents began screaming and fighting, I couldn't help but wonder was everything my fault?

That night, as I watched the white ceiling, I felt lonelier than ever. There was no turning back, it was never going to be as it was.

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Flo

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This is just a brief introduction to Alice's life. Her self-doubt episodes began after this event, which led to writing the letters.
This episode was written listening to "As it was" by Harry Styles.

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My name is Alice and lately, I feel like I have no place in my family. My mother gets angry and screams at me all the time.
I didn't know what to do with my feelings, I almost drowned, and then I began writing.
These are letters that I have written over the years, they are mainly written for my mother. However, there may also be some of them addressed to other family members.

DISCLAIMER: These letters were written while I was furious, and I just wanted to vent my anger. I respect everyone who is brave enough to become a mother.
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