He looks deep into my eyes making me feel like i am in some sort of trans.I look away and stair into the deep cold water. He reaches down and grabs my ass an pulls me even closer.He wrapped my legs around his waist.Now there is no space between us.He begins to lean in closer and he catches my lips. try to pull away but he wont let me, our lips fit perfectly together, i didnt want to move.What was i supposed to do i havnt watched tv or even read e decent book in ages.Normally dramas tell you all about this shit but woopsy do i dont know any. I feel his tongue slip into my mouth and i pull away.

"Im cold lets go."

"Ok."

He walked out of the water with ease with me still on him.When we got to teh car i immediately got into the back seat and put my pants over my lap.I slipped off my wet briefs and put on my pants. He was already dressed in the front seat and ready to go.I pulled on my shirt and got back in the front. When we got back to his place all i wanted t go was take a hot shower and some warm soup. He hopped out and came around to open my door.What is he up to.

"I can walk on my own."

"I know"

He picked me up like a lost kitten and brought me into his room.WTF is happening.He used a remote to close teh curtains and turn on the heat. HE layed me down on the bed and looked into my eyes.I felt safe, warm and secure.He began unbuttoning my pants without loosing eye contact.WAIT IM NOT WEARING UNDERWEAR!!

"James wait."

"Its ok we are both guys arent we."

"Thats not the point."

"Its me ok, relax."

I crawled farther up into the bed and he started unbuckling his pants.I guess we are going to have sex.I didnt think this day would come, wait i dont even know how gay sex works, damn it i should have been a pervert and searched gay porn. I slipped under the covers and took off my pants.He was completely naked at this point and crawled in the bed.Honestly i want to run, i dont know what is supposed to happen. 

"Take off your shirt."

I slipped it off quickly and tossed it off to the side. HE took a clear bottle out of teh bottom draw of the night stand and a condom.Whats the bottle for? He put on the condom and .....JESUS HE IS HUGE. Sweet lord i hope he isnt planning to put all of that inside me, wait WHERE IS HE PLANING ON PUTTING IT??!!  HE got on top of me and spread my legs.No it cant be, not there, of all places, there is too small, he is too big, he will rip me apart.He opened the bottle and poured out a sticky looking clear liquid into his hands.

"This is going to feel a little weird."

"What do you mean?"

Without saying another word he stuck his finger in me.This feels more than weird it feels wrong, why would he put his finger there of all places.He put in another and began going deeper until i felt something. He expanded his fingers and that didnt help, it actually hurt like a bitch, it burned.

"Ah-stop."

"Its ok you are ready now."

"Ready for wha-"

He kissed me again but this time much hungrier. He opened my legs wide enough so that his torso could fit. His hands roamed my chest and started rubbing my nipple. I felt heat pooling in different parts of my body. All o a sudden i felt something much bigger enter me, oh shit it his dick.Oh this hurts like a bitch. So this is why he put his fingers here first, to loosen me up. AH i cant take this , it hurts too much.

"James pain, it hurts."

"Its natural just lay down and stay still, get used to it."

Shit this hurts it doesnt feel natural. He leans down lose and starts kissing my neck and i feel hi ships to start moving.I felt him moving inside me and it hurt. Why is he moving, i told him this hurts. He takes me bu teh hipsan dpull me closer to him, that only caused him to go deeper.No i cant take this i feel my insides stretching. I heard a moan , good god was that me. Suddenly he thrusts even deeper inside of me.This hurts too much.

"James please stop this hurts too much."

"Just wait a minute, it will feel good."

I closed my eyes end felt him moving in and out of me even faster, i could feel every vain in his dick pulsing, pushing in and pulling out.I cant do this anymore, it still hurts, but not for him i can hear him moaning in pleasure and kissing me even more.I am done, i cant take this anymore

"James stop this right now i cant take it , you are hurting me.P-Please stop, it hurts."

"Just relax."

"No i dont want to relax, i wanted to take a hot shower and drink hot soup.Please stop this."

"Ok im pulling out calm down stop crying."

He finally came out of me and got off. My insides burned i wish i could put an ice pack in my ass but thats not possible. I rolled off the bed and put on my clothes. I felt like i couldnt walk.

"Julien im sorry you got hurt let me help you."

"Im fine i can walk myself.I-Im going to go take a hot shower and make food."

"Shouldnt we talk about this?"

"Talk about what?"

"What just happened.You know sex."

All of a sudden my legs gave out.As if i wasnt in enough pain, falling just had to happen. James picked me up and put me back in bed,He had his pants back on now.

"I told you that i should have helped you."

"Ok fine you were right."

"So are we going to talk?"

"There isnt much to say, we had sex and it hurt like a bitch, well for me at least, so much for tomorrow.Oh crap my phone is in the car."

"What were you panning on doing tomorrow?"

"Go to the mall with my friend."

"Who?"

"Akio, but i dont think that will be happening, my legs feel much better now im going to the car, come with me please."

"Yeah sure, plus my computer is there."

We left the room and went to the car, could it be possible that he was a little jealous. I grabbed my phone , bag and wet underwear, i took a bath in the tub for the first time with candles around me.God that was heaven it took all my pain away. When i was done i turned on the AC in my room put on some sweat pants and a white t-shirt and went downstairs to put y clothes in the laundry. Apparently James was doing the same.

"Oh hey Julien, i hope things arent weird between us now."

"Why would they be?"

"Because i kind of feel like i raped you."

"What dont be silly, i was just over welmed and i couldnt handle the pain."

"Oh ok just making sure. You seem better, are you still going on that outing with Akio."

"Oh yeah i confirmed it this afternoon."

"Oh...."

"Is something wrong."

"Why not be friends with Jeffery?"

"He makes me feel awkward as hell."

"..."

Ok shit here just got awkward, why is he all up in my business with the only friend i have. I put my clothes in the machine and began to leave Before going though he kissed m on the lips and i let it happen. We said our good nights and went to our separate rooms. I found it pretty weird thought that we are a couple but sleep in separate rooms, oh well im getting kitten slippers tomorrow and nothing is going to stop me.Wait i need to ask James for a lift.I decided to text him and he agreed.

*Morning*

Oof time to get up.I checked my phone to see that Akio wanted to meet at the mall around nine.Great i have ...HALF AN HOUR TO GET UP.Oh shit, i quickly put on my clothes and found James downstairs.i pulled his heavy ass all the way to the card and we were off.We ten minutes late though, oh well.

"Thanks for the lift ill call you when im ready."

"Ok later."

I found Akio at the door and he greeted me with a hug, wow he dresses differently than he does at work. He was dressed in a blue t-shirt an dripped jeans,OH SHIT, we were wearing the exact same thing.

"UM Julien, i think you copied me."

"No way i expected you to wear black this is unfair."

"Oh well too take to change this now.What do you want to get first?"

"Boxers and kitten house shoes."

"Say what?"

"Its a long story."

"We have ll day."

"Oh so the shoes are because where i live is cold as fuck, second is because um well i went swimming in my briefs with Ja- my boyfriend and he surprised me and i was freezing my ass of and i hate wearing boxers so im planning on wearing then over my briefs so at least i will kind of be wearing shorts."

"Oh well thats weird, and i know James is your boyfriend."

"h than k god i hate secrets."

"Same here.Now i never thought i would be saying these words but lets go get you some briefs,  and a sweater oh btw the sweater is because you have like three hickes on your neck, they are quite visible."

"Your fucking with me right."

"Nope"

"Im going to kill him but first to the nearest clothes store."

"yes."

I ended up telling Akio about last nights disaster and we laughed about it, apparently we both lost our virginities in really bad ways. The guy he was in told him he was actually a transgender.He said his dick went so limp and his mind went so blank that he wished he stayed a virgin. Oh god we laughed our asses off, i got my slippers.We even went to an arcade, we even went into this photo booth and piked these weird ass filters, it was the best day of my life. When James picked me up i was beat and ready to go.

"how was your day Julien."

"It was fun as hell how was yo-"

When i looked at him there was a lipstick mark on his neck and his shirt wasnt buttoned properly.The fuck i wonder how his day went, seems like it was pretty good.

"So as i was saying how was your day?"

"It was boring i stayed at home mainly."

"Uh-Huh"

Fucking liar.

"So what did you both do today."

"We went to the arcade and took pictures in the photo booth. He helped me buy boxers that wont irritate my skin, and i got kitten bed slippers."

"Wait why did you go get boxers."

"For personal reasons of course."

"So you are fine with telling him but not telling me."

"Oh relax its because of you im getting them."

"So i guess he helped you try them on."

"WTF dude who tries on boxers in a store."

"Did he fuck you."

"Are you serious, you cant be, no we didnt do anything, if you want to talk about something lets talk about that lip stick on your neck and dont tell me your mother kissed you because your shirt is wrinkled and isnt buttoned properly."

"I dont have to tell you what i do in my free time."

"So why do i have to tell you what i do in mine."

"Because I OWN YOU and you should DO AS YOU ARE TOLD."

My mind went blank he did not just say that to me.He doesnt own me you bastard. Do as i am told? Has he lost his sprinkles. We didnt speak for the rest of the day or the rest of the weekend.I mainly vented to Akio, he was almost as appalled as i was.Akio reassured me hat he cant fire me because his uncle mainly runs the company, plus Jeff is my boss he would have to fire Jeff  before he could touch me. I wonder if i can find a new place to live? Oh well ill ask Akio during lunch just need to finish up here.

*twenty minutes later*

"Akio, i need to ask you something."

"Yeah what is wrong, you seem nervous."

"I want to fin a new place before shit gets scary."

"Hmm, after work we could go check out some places, when i was looking for a place i kept some written down.And if we cant find one you could rent with me. The girl living in the other room got knocked up an dis getting married. Thank god i swear if i found another thong in my laundry i was going to loose my shit."

"AHH HAHAHAHA, im sorry that must have been traumatizing but i cant help myself."

"Its ool at least you are laughing.You have pretty much been sad all week, and dont think i havnt seen those bruises on your wrist and arm."

"Oh about those...Um shit im a horrible liar."

"Yes, yes you are"

"Ok then ill text James."

"Do you really think he would let you come with me"

"Doudtful but i rather let him know where i will be."

"OK, but im not letting you go back to his place, you know that right, dude you are getting too much bruises."

"Yeah i have been tempted to sleep at work, i even have three days worth of clothes under my desk."

"wow, you need a vaca, well luckily for us we work four days a week and we are going on a three day vacation."

"So you are trying to get me killed, hm never saw that coming."

"No im going to get you relaxed.Fine two day vaca today is thursday so look for a place today, take the three days elsewhere."

"Deal."

"Come on lunch is almost over, lets get back."

"Yeah and if you dont mind could you email me the places so i could do some research when i finish early."

"Doing it now."

"Thanks."

"No problem"

The rest of the day was pretty much normal.I sent James the text last minute as i was hopping into Akio's car, it was pretty nice, well to be fair we do get paid $500 per hour and trust me we are the last people next to the CEO to leave the building, we put in more hours per day so that we have three day offs. At least he cant come get me if he knew before time. We spent hours meeting with people but we ended up with dead ends, you know the funny thing we ended up just agreeing to live with each other.I guess it isnt so bad, we know each other well and work together.

Apparenty the girl was on her way when we were coming in, i helped Akio pack some of his things. The whole place came with funiture so all i needed were my clothes, hm we could go get them when i have a day off and James is at work.I have already worn then and taken off the tags, plus they didnt cost much, in total probably two hundred ill just leave the money in his room.But i shouldnt worry about that now. We were on the road to some spa in the mountains i cant pronounce or even spell. It was a beautiful view, Akio and i took turns driving. If i am to be honest he looks like a nerdy three year old when he sleeps. When we were finally there waking him up was harder than unloading the bags.

"Akio! Akiooo!"

"Five more minutes mom"

"Wake up or i will reprogram your computer and adjust your chair."

He flew up out of the seat nearly kiting his head on the dashboard.

"No dont touch my babies!"

"No worries just needed to wake you up."

"A pinch on the cheek would do it no need to give me a heart attach."

"Ok noted.Now hurry up they are waiting on us i already gave them my card information, they wont let us in until they have yours."

"Ok coming."

Apparently since we were the last to check in we got the last room.The lady at the front desk seemed confused when i dragged poor Akio to the desk.

"So that will be one king."

*both "Eh?"

"No NO we arent a couple."

"Oh well that the last room."

"Ok then we will take it."

We parked the are and went up to the room.It was on the twelfth floor and beautiful.This place really was meant for a couple. Akio looked like he was in heaven when he saw the huge Jacuzzi. I had to snap my fingers like three times before his pupils went back to normal. We unpacked our thing sad decided to watch a movie while in the jacuzzi. I wore a tank top and boxers, with briefs under of course. Akio ironically picked the movie titanic.Oh for gods sake while we are in a four foot deep Jacuzzi he picks that. When he finally hopped in he almost drowned. He slipped on the marble at the bottom and couldnt get a grip.Who knew his vision was worst than mine and his glasses fell in. I ended up having to hold him like a wee baby.
"Julien let me go."

"No way little Aki your not drowning on my watch."😝