hello.. I’m neva if you’ve read my bio then you know a little about me.. but if you haven’t buckle up because I’m a roller coaster. I am really funny when you get to know me and well I wish I was more confident but anyways that’s besides the point. Before I can start the story you're actually gonna need just a little bit of background information.

     First of all, I am not a reader. I am really, really, really bad at reading yet I literally love writing, ironic isn’t it. So, for all my non-readers (which is probably none of you because why would you be here) I would like to say., if you're someone who needs something to be excited for.. Because reading is boring to you unless you have something you're waiting for cough cough (me).. Then at the end of this chapter I’ll give you a few bullet points on what to be excited for in the story. If you're someone who doesn’t like spoilers whatsoever just skip over it. : ) but anyways.., like I said before we can begin I have to quickly go through something:

    I have, (omg i dont even know how to start this.) Yeah nope, I really don't know so i'm just going to get into this. So I'm going to be going through my “mental illnesses'' . I have had many and I actually have recovered from some. So basically, I have been diagnosed with many mental illnesses to describe my mental problem and to this day I am still trying to figure out what my mental illness really is. Honestly this is something I have talked abt to people but I usually get shut down because people don’t know what I'm talking about. So basically, ugh i'm trying to explain this. OKay start again, so basically you know how people have imaginary friends and stuff well I have an imaginary reality. It's kinda like an alternate reality in my head. When I was younger I used to call this like watching tv but in your head. Apparently “4 to 6 percent” of people in the world have this, so yes it's a very rare disease called maladaptive daydreaming. My maladaptive daydreaming is a little different or actually it is pretty much the same except when people have maladaptive daydreaming they can either experience it in 1st person or 3rd person for example i experience my maladaptive daydreaming in 3rd person. I daydream in this alternative reality called “the game clash” which in my head is basically a group of almost teenagers and older (they can change ages when i want them to but they’ve never gotten older than 28 years old) In my head i basically live in this alternate reality there are cures but the treatment is rlly hard and almost never a success. I also would never want my maladaptive daydreaming to go away because it makes me really happy. Idk the feeling of living in more than this, like i have this world in my head. I'M sorry if I'm really bad at explaining and you still don;t understand, I honestly fully don’t understand it myself. 

For me my maladaptive daydreaming started when I was around 8 years old and like most people with maladaptive daydreaming, we basically watch tv and movies and stuff and create an ending in our heads. For example, A LONG LONG LONG time ago i was watching the show voltron and in my head i would add characters; in my daydream or whatever (actually quick note; in my head i dont like to call this maladaptive daydreaming or daydreaming i just call it like idk my other reality but ik scientifically and physiology its called maladaptive daydreaming so i liked to use that to term so i dont confuse you even more) okay so, in my daydream or whatever i added one of my old characters (by old characters I mean; so basically in maladaptive daydreaming for MOST PEOPLE WHO DAYDREAM IN 3rd PERSON, we have characters meaning even though we're imaging this world in 3rd person were imaging it not through the eyes of a certain person, but the person we either connect with the most or like the most or want to be etc.. Etc. I hope that makes sense? For example as of right now and for the past 3 years my “character” is a blonde haired blued boy named Slush who is basically the male and more confident version of me. I love him very much and It's weird to talk about him in 3rd person because I often say ``I and me, for example “hey i'm slush” yk? I'M SORRY IF THIS IS RLLY CONFUSING! 

SO i could talk about my past maladaptive daydreaming, and past realities but my most recent one and most famous, consent one is definitely the “gameclash” that is also a BL between slush and this guy named fetch. I have many characters in this reality each with their own personalities and style. I’ve never actually shared this much information before on my maladaptive daydreaming, but it's actually making me feel really good. To conclude for now, I don’t want to get into too much depth about my actually realities honestly that’s one thing that makes me sad accepting there not real something I cannot do it’s like.. umm.. okay so it’s like watching a show and it ending and you realizing the show is over and those characters aren’t real accept for me this alternative realty is my entire life when I’m sad, happy, excited, etc. it’s really hard to explain so I’m really happy that you’ve read this far and are at least trying to understand really makes me happy 😊 

Now, sorry about that but I had to quickly talk about my maladaptive daydreaming because that's where I got this story from. ANYWAYS, BULLET POINTS!!! QUICKLY SKIP OVER IF U DONT WANT SPOILERS!!!

-Slush being welcomed or not~

-Kiki dumping Fetch

-Sandy maybe dying

-Fetch hating Slush’s guts