Can my life get any more boring? Routine, routine, routine! That is all I ever hear. I just want to do what I feel like doing for once. But, if it’s not part of my routine, it is forbidden to do.

As a young lady of fifteen years, I feel it is my duty to add a little fun in my life. Who cares about the risks of getting caught? I will just have to make sure no one finds out. Of course I know just the person to help me. He will not even know he is helping me.

If for some reason I do get caught, I will blame my parents. They keep speaking to me about all of the men who are agreeable for marriage. I do not want to marry, at least not yet. I have accomplished nothing with my life. I will not settle, until I am satisfied with myself. The only way I can start being satisfied, is to start freeing myself from my burdens.