I have to get it. She says she wants it. I can't let her down. Hurry, hurry, run, run, run. Hurry. Hurry. HuRrY. She needs it. Run, run, run. Come on! Hurry, hurry, hurry. I have to get it before someone else does. Run, run, run. What am I even looking for? All I know is she needs it. I have to get it or she will yell at me again.
(Couple hours ago)
"You lost it?! Then go get it! NOW! And you can't come home until you do."
"No buts! You will get it or-" Continues yelling. I can't really remember the rest because it happened all the time. So why bother?
I keep on running, going through places, looking, looking, looking. I keep running and keep on looking but I can never find what I'm looking for. I'm crying now. Tears that won't stop because whatever I'm looking for is really needed to help me find something or someone, even more special. I just know it. But who? Who is so special to me? Is it someone I don't show I care and lay it off as not needing to spend time with that person? Is that person so special, that even if I never stop running and looking that that special thing will always be there even if it disappears someday?
I can't stop crying. I can't stop running and looking. Run, run, run. Look, look, look. Run, run, run. I need to find it. I need it. It needs me. I can't stop running and looking. Run, run, run. Look, look, look.