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In search of him

lost in thoughts

lost in thoughts

Apr 09, 2026

 I was done with my today's schedule. had nowhere to go so i decided to go for a walk. saw an empty seat in my favourite cafe so i decided to take a seat there for some time. past few days were so difficult on me. i can't manage my sports and studies. and HOD of my department was mad at me. for not doing well in my exams. but hey, at least I’m a state level volleyball player. i sat down nothing in my mind just staring at the ceiling fan. 

then i heard a giggle. a guy was giggling on some table nearby me. I’ve noticed this thing about guys. when they're with their buddies or bros, their collective IQ become 12 and silliest of the silly joke could be so funny for them. and then they'll cackle like hyenas. but once in while they'll giggle. and sometimes those giggles are so soothing I just can't help but such giggles will live in my heart. I try to make some silly jokes so one of my guy friends will giggle on it. hmmm, but some of the guys have really that sweet giggle. haaayyy. i make fool of myself to listen to such cute giggles. this was that type of giggle. i try not to be obvious when i was looking who was giggling.

never seen this guy before. would his voice would be the same as his giggle. ticklish. no, not ticklish, warm i guess. his giggle was so warming and soothing. haa, it was highlight of the day for me. I paid for my honey lemon tea at the billing counter. and went back to the hostel. my senior and roommate Parul was still somewhere on the campus. at least i got some me time then. so I laid down on my bed and opened my browser and was looking for asmr that put me to sleep. no not the rainfall or breezing wind type asmr. the one where guys with heavy or husky voice will narrate a story, I’ve thing for voices. both male and female. but i like male voices more. it's not like I just like the voice. but the tone as well. how they talk with tease or how they laugh, how they giggle. ohhhhh I swear to God this guy from computer engineering department, he had such husky voice. damnn. but this idiot will cuss in every sentence like it's a verb. i don't know how Parul di (short of didi, hindi word for elder sister) is friends with such guy. typical wanna be cool guy. as I was going through my phone I heard knock on door, i got up and opened the door. it was Parul di.


"hi di, how was you day?"


"hey, hi Ishu. haaaa , Dhanraj sir gave me his work again. you're early today. no volleyball practice?" 


"no, the morning game squeezed every ounce of energy out of me, so i didn't go for an evening practice. you should say something about the overworking to him."


 Parul di is on her professor training, she's working under Dhanraj sir who's kind of like her mentor. and an asshole. he gives his work to Parul di. the practicles in labs would be mostly monitored by her. he says it's her training but his just ditching his work and just warm his chair in staff room.


Parul di sighed, "just for few months, then I’ll be a permeant professor. that way I’ll have a solid stand to complaint about him."


i nodded 


her phone buzzed it was her boyfriend. 


she handed me the phone and said, " talk to him for a bit, I’ll be back after I freshen up"


i picked up the call and said "hewwo hewwo" 


i heard gasp from other side "who's this, how you got her phone?? did you kidnapped her?'


he said in joking tone


i played in, and put on heavy voice and said "yes i did. and if you want to see her again, you have to do exactly I’ll tell you now Pranit"


he gasped again, and said " you know my name?"


in heavy voice I said "yes I do. I know many things about you. I also know how you and your friend was responsible for a broken windshield of prof. Jadhav"


he laughed out loud and said, "cummon isshu you knew Jadhav made us work on his PhD work and took PhD degree. he deserves it"


I’m just surprised and glad that you guys didn't get caught. I said 


he said "well, even if we do. we could have told the authority. but he'll hold our degree that's why we're so secretive about it. did I call on your call or what?"


ohh na na, Parul di just got back, so she's freshening up. 


"okayy, you tell me. miss Ishwari, how you doing?" 


jhakkasss  (fantastic)



'he laughed out loud. you’re so unpredictable some times. what's the plan for dinner?'  he asked


haaa, whatever will be in canteen would be my dinner. 


well, me and Parul are going out for dinner. and we'll be back before hostel attendance. should we get something for you?  


ummm, well I’m craving for something spicy. so, get anything that will be spicy and yum 


he laughed again.


Parul di came back, and she told me to put the phone on speaker.


I said "Pranit bhaiya you’re on speaker now. and Parul di is here."


Pranit said "hi wife, you remember we've to go for a dinner? 


Parul said, "yeah, where we're going again?"


Pranit said, "let's get out na then we'll decide. we've to get something for isshu as well"


Parul said, "Okie, I’ll be on south gate, see ya. i love you 


Pranit said, I love you too, wife


I said, I love both of you


 and they both chuckled


Parul di got ready and i waved bye to her she left for her dinner date.  


when I first got here. for a period of time i thought Parul di and Pranit bhaiya were just good friends. they were just so chill with each other. one time I even said


 you guys would be such good couple.


 Pranit looked at me and said, we're a couple.


I was not surprised. they do look so comfortable with each other. if I ever get in a relationship I want something like what Parul di have


so chill yet so cozy woozy


I laid down on bed. was thinking if I ever be in one relationship

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