His name is unfortunate.

He is a curse.

He is bad luck.

He is not wanted.

He was named as such.

My parents named me Jinx.

It seemed my parents knew I would have a messed-up life and decided to give me the first kick.

I am currently 18, male, and too tiny for my age with hair so blonde it's literally white. My eyes are a faded hazel color and I have a rather girly face.

Am I often attracts unwanted attention…………from men.

Yeah, I know, that sort of thing doesn't happen!

Right? HAHAHAHA, nah it does all the time to other guys, BIG MAN BIG LEVELS OF TESTOSTERONE and all that wonderful jazz.

I looks faded out and tired most of the time so I look like an easy target.

Girls usually do not have much interest in me other than being friends because I really do not seem intimidating. I guess I am okay with it, I am not interested in any of them really.

I do not really develop feelings of desire or love but I have made friends, however, and was willing to help them with anything I could, but we eventually drifted apart and I was alone again.

Helping or caring for anyone is a mistake, just like me.