It's 4:28 in the morning and I still can't sleep, I don't know what's up, like yeah it's the weekend and all but all I want to do is sleep but my mind and body won't allow it. It's rather unfair to be honest.

I'm laying here doing absolutely nothing, I'm not even on my phone because there's nothing on there interesting enough because I have no friends and no life. I would rant on social media about it but like no one follows me.

Maybe I can do this one thing, but I dunno... ah screw it. I grab my phone and unlock it opening YouTube, I know exactly what I'm looking for and punch it in on the search bar, "Fake Love".

I tap the well known first video and quickly put my earbuds in internally squealing, as I watch all seven boys move in sync. It's soothing me in a way. When the video ends I quickly go back to the search and type in another. "Boy Meets Evil"

I can't help it, my bias gives me chills every time I watch him do this dance, the way he moves like absolutely no one is watching and I love it.

I continue to eternally squeal until the very end. "Save me" I smile as I type in my favorite song.

I shouldn't be doing this, I need to sleep yet I don't want to because, BTS is like a drug and I can't get enough. I'm a crazy fan girl who needs help. I'm a crazy fan girl who wants to be noticed. I'm a crazy fan girl who no one will ever know exists.

I'm a crazy fan girl who is in love and is absolutely infatuated with their bias wreaker.

I know that it should be my bias but I connect to Hoseok he's like my other half, but my bias wreaker is something else entirely.