This is a mutiny

To the thoughts in my mind

That won’t let me be defined.

This is a riot

Lettin’ loose.

A war that

I refuse

To lose.

I’m a boxer in the ring

Ready to take the sting.

A face to face; my demons

I’ll stand and confront -

There’s no more hiding

Not anymore.

I wouldn’t dream -

No more.

This is a mutiny

To the thoughts in my mind

That won’t let me be defined.

This is a riot

Lettin’ loose.

A war that 

I refuse

To lose.

This is a BIG FAT F U

To the man upstairs watching 

from the pearly gates.

Who gave me everything 

I’ve come to hate.

- Erin 27 January 2021