Part of chapter 1:

I can't stand being in the house with her, she's just so empty. She's walking through life like it's a chore, asking how I'm doing like its something she's required to do, once in the morning and once when I get home from school. It's not like she cared much about me before when they were alive, but now shes just. Existing. Yeah, she's my mum but I don't know if I can really forgive her for what she has made me feel and I'm not even sure why I came back.  Actually, that's a lie, I wanted to see Ash again. It was a horrible surprise when I saw that they'd moved out of the old house and that mum hadn't kept in contact with them

Soon after I turned ten I was sent to live with my grandma because my parents couldn't handle their full-time jobs, school, my sister's ballet and me at the same time, so after I almost came out to them as gay they sent me away. Of course, they used the fact they were busy to send me off but I know the real reason. They didn't approve of me being gay. 

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Hi, my name is Lani (lah-nee) and I really enjoy writing and reading, and I have decided to publish on tapas, I'm not expecting huge popularity but I figured it would be fun. It could also be fun to make a comic of my story after writing it because I also love drawing.

This is a BL story that I have about 85% planned out, and I'm really happy with the plot. I hope you'll enjoy it when I start releasing chapters :D

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About some of the characters:

Micah Housten

The protagonist of the story, he is 16, has light brown hair, slightly tanned skin, dark blue eyes with a slight purple hint. He is gay and his birthday is October 4th. 

Ashton Lee

The other protagonist I guess... he is on the cover and the thumbnail. I struggle to draw Micah otherwise I'd have probably put him on the cover somewhere, Ash is 18 and his birthday is the 17th of March.

Lila Housten

Micah's dead sister... died when she was fifteen and Micah was 13. same coloured eyes as Micah and was Ash's girlfriend when she died in an accident that also killed Micah's dad, Solomon and Ash's mum, Min-soo.